**Adaline's POV**
It hurt to say the words out loud. To tell him about when I was at my lowest, to try and accept what I was and what I did. The main reason I always felt like I wasn't truly strong because I couldn't fight the addiction that was forced on me. Even though I got away from it and stayed away from it sense, it has been a huge battle. One that I fear I will lose one day when it all becomes too much. That one day I fear seems to be around the corner and I don't know how to handle it.
"Then please don't leave me." Enar begged. I saw in his eyes how he really feared that possibility. Even though I have said I loved him, he still thinks I would leave. "Adaline when we first met, I promised I wouldn't try to find out anything about you. Well, I did but I didn't find much. Just a
