**Enar's POV**
It was difficult to watch her fall apart the way she did. To watch every emotion cross her eyes as she surrendered to it. First was the confusion and she didn't move, like she was unsure of how to let herself feel everything. Unsure if she wanted to. Then came the anger. She screamed, yelled, all in french so I couldn't really understand what she was saying. The anger lasted longer than I expected, but I did as I promised and gave her her space as she let it all out. The hardest part was keeping my distance when I watched her sink to her knees and feel the anguish. She tilted her head back and just cried an earth shattering cry. I could see how she was breaking down to the smallest bits of herself, and I wanted to run to her, but I knew she needed to keep letting it out and
