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I tried to move my lips against his but he was too busy shoving his tongue forcefully in my mouth. At one point, I had to give up and sit still while he kissed me.
I tried to tell myself constantly that I enjoyed it but I knew deeply that I didn’t enjoy it at all. Even a bit. Instead, my mind kept replaying the kiss that I had with Theodore some nights back. It was real and steamy. I was out of breath when he was finally down with me.
Now when I looked back at it, I realized that I enjoyed it very much. I doubted that I could ever be kissed like that again by anyone other than the guy with horns.
“Derek...” I had to push him back at one point when he had my face in his hands and was trying to shove his tongue deeper into my throat. I was somewhat disgusted by it but I didn’t ad
