When did this happen? When did my feelings spill beyond friendship this badly? I’ve seen him with other women … He’s always been this way, when did I start reacting like this? Breaking my heart over him being his Casanova self. “Tell the others, after I’m gone, I had to go away for a couple of days.” He’s picking up his suitcase, his body stiff with tension and the hatred oozing between us is unbearable. “What reason shall I give?” I sound alien. This fake politeness between us, thick in the stifling air. We’re both exceptionally good at cold and polite. “I don’t give a s**t, Emma … The truth for all I care.” He flexes his eyebrows sardonically. That was a blow … it hurt; it knocked the wind out of my sails. I move back as he stalks out with suitcase in hand, he slides his shades on,