I walked back aimlessly to my friends, a huge lump forming in my chest. All I could think of was what he said to me. "I didn't do this to prove myself. Its okay of you to insult me. But don't ever insult my feelings for you. Because then not only you derogate me but...yourself too," He was really hurt. It was visible all over his face. And who wouldn't? After everything that he did for me all I did was believe a stupid stranger and some stupid video and ignore everything else. How pathetic was I? But what was I supposed to do now? After everything, I didn't have the face or guts to do anything or say anything. Maybe I should try talking to him while at Magda's? "What happened?" Everyone demanded,their curiosity shooting up to next level. Wow...they were just waiting for me to come