I stared at the still water of the artificial lake inside the academy's premises as I sat on one of the wooden bench on its bank. The day was cold, the sun popping in and out of the gray clouds. In two days it would be time for almost a month long holiday and I was yet to call Mom. I felt bad for them. I know they will be looking forward to seeing me.
But what can I do? I was a big coward and I was selfish. I couldn't bear the pain anymore. If he was capable of still effecting me this hard, sitting miles away...I don't want to think about the possibility of what he could do when he will be right in front of me. He hurts me even when does nothing. That's the thing. His entire existence has become a curse for me. I will apologize to Mom later. I am sure she will understand.
The sun went
