Three Alphas, one selection

Chapter 11

Dilara POV

Rowan had left just as fast as he showed up, he left me standing there in the glass that shattered around me. I was so shocked by it all, that I didn’t even move. My mind was still trying to process what he had said. I heard someone running in and turned around to see the Alpha standing there and just after him came the cleaning girl. I guess my screaming alerted them. I looked at the Alpha and saw him frowning at me. He was looking at me closely like he was trying to read me.

“I’ll get the broom and bucket.” The girl said sighing.

“No I’ll clean it, it’s fine.” I said. It’s not her fault that it is broken. It’s mine. I made him angry because I said no.

“You will do no such thing. You need to go home. You are bleeding I think one of the pieces cut you. Anyway, it’s her job." The alpha left leaving me alone with her.

“Sorry about this. Would you please put the fogger on after cleaning this just make sure all the windows are closed. I just want to make sure there aren’t any cockroaches and spiders in here, since it has stood empty for so long.” She only nodded but she looked really angry. This time it was the Alpha’s orders. I left the office and went to my car. I saw Rowan leaning against the wall near his father's door. He smiled at me before pushing off the wall and walking into the office. Pig. I got to my car and got inside where I leaned back and closed my eyes. I can’t believe I had let that happen. I can’t let that happen again. Now that I know what his plan is I can’t let him succeed. It’s a sick plan. He thinks he has some right to me just because I am his mate. He rejected me, he didn’t want me and now he can’t have me. He can’t have it both ways. He is supposed to be all in or all out there is no in-between and since I don’t want him as my mate the only option is out as in he should leave me alone. I’m completely serious today was a close call. When he touched me I lost track of who I am, it was like he was my purpose and that is wrong. I came here to be myself not to become a s*x crazed wolf. I opened my eyes and switched on the car. I looked into the mirrors before driving and that is when I saw it, my lip had a cut from him biting it and it had started to turn blue. I looked at my neck and sure enough, there was a big and ugly dark love bite where his mark should have been. It is an insult. I’m not good enough to bare his mark, but I can be marked by his love bite showing everyone that all I was good for was s*x and not commitment from him. To us wolves that is what a love bite means. I hate him for doing this to me. Next time I see him I will reject him as fast as I can. There is no way I’m keeping this bond just for him to have fun. I was planning to go straight to my classes from the pack house, but now I need to go cover these marks. There isn’t a lot I can do with my busted lip. I’m just hoping a bit of concealer and colour gloss will cover it up. As for my neck, I’ll use a whole damn container of concealer before I let anyone see it. I also need to wipe the blood from my leg. It’s a good thing we heal quickly. In about an hour, all evidence of what he did will be gone. I got to my dorm and quickly covered everything up before walking to campus to attend my first classes. I enjoyed it a lot. The classes were stimulating. I filled in my application for the coffee shop and handed it in. I got myself a cup of coffee before I walked back to my dorm. Today has been an exciting day. Now all I want to do is wash off this make-up and Rowan and go to bed. It’s all I need now. Tomorrow I will sort out those papers and go over the diaries of the last three years to see what events the pack celebrates so that I don’t miss one. I also need to see what the event budget is like. Then I also have to start with the charity that the Luna is supposed to be involved in. I would like to see the Packs orphanage. That was one of my favourite things to do back at my old pack. I grabbed my pyjamas which consisted of an old t-shirt and some booty shorts. I like being comfortable when I sleep. I’ve never needed to look cute and dress up in pyjamas. It’s not like anyone will see me in it. I took a quick shower scrubbing at my lips and neck like Rowan had germs. I got dressed and combed through my wet hair. Planning to let it dry on its own. My hair has a nice wave to it when it air dries. I grabbed my dirty clothes and went back to my room. When I opened the door I saw Rowan lying on my bed. I sighed closing the door.

“I, Dilara Seren of the Lupus Nobilitatis pack hereby reject R..” I got so close. He didn’t expect it and since he was lying on the bed it took him a whole second to get up and lung at me slamming his hand on my mouth.

“I thought I told you that you aren’t allowed to utter that sentence. Now I will need to punish you. Don’t worry you will enjoy this.” He removed his hand from my mouth only to replace it with his mouth. The kiss was different from the one from the afternoon. It was still earnest, but it also felt rushed. He grabbed onto my ass pulling me to him again, I gasped and he got entry to my mouth. His tongue dancing in my mouth, teasing my own. I was lost from the minute his lips crashed on mine. It was far worse than this afternoon. It was like my body needed him more. It was like I was an addict suffering from withdrawal. He hoisted me up by my ass. I folded my legs around his middle as he carried me to the bed where he laid me down, still not breaking the kiss. I knew that this was wrong and I was trying to get through to my body, but my mind was foggy with lust. He let go of my lips only to trail kisses down my chin on my neck, over my collarbone before returning to capture my lips. I felt like my skin was on fire and the heat kept on building. I knew he was the answer. I knew that in order to get rid of this it was for him to bliss it. Everywhere he touched it felt better. As he kissed me I felt him rip my t-shirt. I felt his hands roaming over my breast, my back arched into his touch it felt so good, his thumb stroked my n*****s through the lace of my bra making them erect. I moaned as he leaned down taking one of them in his mouth sucking, licking and biting at it. I was panting, I needed more and I needed it at that moment so I pushed his shirt up. I could vaguely hear him chuckle as he helped me remove his shirt. His skin on mine felt so right. I dug my nails into his back as I held onto him. My body felt energized I didn’t know what to do or where to touch. I was shaking with need. I felt his hand on my upper leg again and this time I didn’t stop him as his hand stroked over my underwear. I arched into his hand.

“Rowan!” I moaned as he did it again and again. I felt an ache building between my legs and I knew I needed a release. I was ready to beg for it. It became more and more intense. Before I could reach my release he removed his hand. I felt cold as he ripped my pants and underwear off.

“Not yet baby I want to feel your o****m around me.” was all he said before he plunged into me. He didn’t even wait it was one hard plunge. I screamed out in pain as I lost my virginity. It brought me back to reality. I wanted to say no, but he must have realized as he started kissing me again, his one hand teasing my n*****s or grabbing my breast as he started slamming into me, it wasn’t long before I was lost again. My moans became louder and more frequent. I could feel my o****m building up again. He started going harder and faster. My moans became screams of pure pleasure. I moved with him slamming into him as he slammed into me. Taking everything of him as I felt the pull between my legs again, it kept on building more and more. I kept saying his name over and over again and then I reached my peak I o****m yelling out, the pleasure wasn’t long-lived as he bit into my neck mercilessly. He bit hard and deep. I yelled out in pain. He didn’t let go, he just kept on going while he was latched onto my neck. Before I knew it my second o****m hit and I forgot all about the searing pain in my neck. Three orgasms later I felt exhausted, every inch of me ached as he pulled out of me and finished on my chest. He didn’t say anything as he got up and put his clothes on. I was plummeting back to earth from my high, reality was sinking in. The shame of what had just happened slammed into me as I felt tears at the rim of my eyes, but I didn’t want to have him see me cry. The door opened and Malissa came walking in.

“Rowan?” She asked confused.

”I’ll see you around babe.” He threw over his shoulder as he left the room. As soon as the door closed my tears fell. I can’t believe I let this happen, he had taken my virginity. I’m not a virgin anymore and nothing about this was special. He was only using me, we were in a shared dorm room and he didn’t even use protection.

”Hey don’t cry.” Malissa said as she came over to me, all I felt was shame. I closed my eyes not being able to look at her. I grabbed the blanket trying to cover myself.

“Here.” I opened my eyes to see her holding out wipes for me. I took it to clean off his seed from my chest. The tears flowed harder as I did this. She held out a night dress for me. I took it and slipped it over my head. Getting up hurts a lot, the ache between my legs wasn’t from pleasure anymore.

“You were a virgin?” She asked and I looked at the blood on my sheets. I nodded my head at her as I walked to my closet to get some new clothes. I need to shower again.

“I’ll clean up here, you go and take a nice warm shower.” I nodded again not being able to find my voice. He didn’t r**e me. I was more than willing, I basically begged him, but now that I got my senses back I regretted every moment of it. I hated that I was so weak I couldn’t even fight off my own urges. It's all the damn bond’s fault, that is when it hit me. He had marked me. In a panic, I looked in the mirror and saw the blood coming from the wound. I can’t reject him anymore. I’m stuck with this bond now. He did it on purpose. He wanted to make sure I couldn’t get away from him, the sad part is he already rejected me, so I can’t mark him, our mate bond will always just be one-sided. When I got back in my room Malissa had put her spare bedding on my bed and had made me a cup of tea. I sat down and explained to her everything that had happened.