If there is one thing I am sure of, I am sure that you have always belonged to me. ~ Akif Kichloo~ Ele We landed in New York at dusk, the sun going down, twilight giving an impression of happy days. There was something about twilight, that beautiful golden ray that seemed to call on me before it disappeared, and when it did, darkness descended to remind me of all the glum that was my life. Now I felt as if I could enjoy it without dreading the darkness. I was miles away from my glumly life anyway; I needed a new relationship with darkness other than misery. Freddie had been part of that darkness, and the fact that I might never see him again brought me more than joy, it got me peace of mind as well, but I couldn't help but think about how he was taking my absenc