Trials and Errors [SPG]

I: Not Enough

MAUVERICK CRAIGE'S POV

Salubong ang dalawang kilay ko habang nakatayo at nakatingin sa aking kama. I crossed my arms against my chest as I looked at the mess I did last night.

Lara will be staying here from now on, and I have no idea how she managed to make me agree with it.

The desperation in her voice made me somehow so easy to just comprehend whatever she wanted to ask from me.

Isa na yung paggiging desperada niyang halikan ko siya nong nalasing ito kagabi.

As I look at the drunk woman right in front of me, I can't help but to tighten my grip against her wrist.

"Please, halikan mo na ako." She pulled both of her hands and cupped my cheeks which made me stoned.

Lara is my childhood friend, we both see each other as friends-- mostly enemies, depending on our mood. Ngayon ko lang ulit siyang nakita ulit matapos naming grumaduate ng college.

I heard she's pursuing law this time.

And this is the first time I saw her drunk. O baka ito rin ang unang pagkakataon na naglasing ito.

Ganon na lang ang pagkabigla ko nang bigla niya akong hilahin atsaka hinalikan sa labi. My eyes widened in disbelief when I felt how soft her lips are against my mouth.

She's not a good kisser, I can tell, but f*ck...

"Lara, wait--" Hindi ko natapos ang gusto kong sabihin nang aggresibo niyang angkinin ulit ang aking mga labi. This time, I can taste the alcohol against her as she slides her tongue inside my mouth.

Jesus christ, how could she be this wild?

My man instinct suddenly kicked in as I gave in and kissed her back. The sensation of how her lips feel against mine is slowly driving me insane.

I cursed when I felt a boner down there.

"Hey, we can't do this here." Bulong ko habang sobrang lapit ng katawan namin sa isa't-isa. Lara looked up to me and removed her thick eyeglasses.

Nang makita ko ang mapupungay niyang mga matang nakatingin sa akin, hindi ko maiwasang mapalunok sabay hawak ng mahigpit sa kanyang bewang.

"Bring me to your place." She sexily whispered as she tucked her glasses inside my pant pocket.

Lalake lang ako, natutukso rin.

"If that's what you really want." I said as I took her hand and drive back to my place.

I SIGHED before shaking my head and changed the stained sheets of my bed.

Ganon ba talaga siya malasing? Lara is different when she's drunk. She became wild and uncontrollable. Her desires will burn her up instantly.

Natigilan ako sa pagpapalit ng bedsheet nang may bigla na lang pumasok sa isipan ko.

If I wasn't there, will she do it with some other guy?

"Jerich..." Bulong ko sa aking sarili. Of course, that guy 'Jerich'.

"MAUVY." Napalingon ako sa aking ina nang tawagin niya ako mula sa kusina. I got a suddenly call from her earlier and was inviting me for lunch, so here I am.

"Nasan si Lara? Nakita mo ba siya kagabi?" Muntikan akong masamid sa iniinom kong softdrinks nang banggitin niya ang pangalan ni Lara.

"Yes, she's back in her place right now." And then probably stay the night over my place until she wanted to cause clearly, I agreed for her to live with me.

And of course, I can't tell my mom about that.

"Sabi ko kasi sa kanya dumito na lang muna sa bahay, pero hindi ko rin siya mapipilit kung gusto niyang umalis." May kung ano sa tono ng pananalita ni mom nang sabihin niya 'yon.

"Why? Is there an issue?" I asked as I leaned against the kitchen aisle countertop while looking at my mother cooking some food.

"Mauvy, hindi mo na ba naalala? 1st year death anniversary ng mama niya kahapon." I froze when she said that.

I can't believe I forgot about it.

"Pinakiusapan ako ni Regal kung pwede natin samahan si Lara sa New Year's Eve kahit na wala siya rito sa Pinas. Regal stayed in Russia at si Lara lang ang andito, kaya kailangan natin siyang samahan. In that way, Lara won't feel alone."

I stayed silent while listening to her.

Mula nong nakapagtapos ako ng kolehiyo, wala na akong narinig na balita mula kay Lara mismo. I thought she cut off her ties with me after that.

At dahil sobrang abala ko non dahil sa kompanya na ipinasa ng aking ama sa akin, wala na rin akong oras para sa ganon.

Yes, I heard Lara's mom died last year but I have no time to even visit her funeral.

Kaya ba siya naglasing kagabi? It really sucks to celebrate New Year when it's also the same time your mother died.

"Mauvy."

"Yes?"

"Alam kong matagal na kayong hindi nagkita ulit ni Lara, pero sana hindi nagbago ang pakikitungo mo sa kanya. She's still your friend. Promise me you should take good care of her, just like how you take good care of your sister." Hindi ako sumagot, ang tanging ginawa ko lang ay ang tumango sa kanya.

As I watch my mom cook foods for us, I can't help but to think about Lara.

Hindi ko tuloy maiwasang maguilty nang dahil sa ginawa namin kagabi. For Pete's sake, I took her virginity. She's vulnerable and I took advantage with it by being vulnerable as well.

Hindi ko na nakontrol ang sarili ko kagabi dahil sa init ng nangyari sa aming dalawa.

Hindi sa tigang ako, pero sadyang kakaiba lang talaga ang pakiramdam na naramdaman ko nang halikan niya ako. I don't know but maybe because of the thrill? The thrill where I'm kissing my friend-- a childhood friend to be exact.

The thrill that Lara is not just any random girl out there, but simply because I thought she's the only girl I couldn't touch.

The girl I haven't imagined that kissing and f*cking her could actually feel so f*cking good.

Jesus christ, Mauverick Craige, you're out of your mind.

At ngayon, hindi na mawala-wala sa isip ko ang nangyari sa amin kagabi. Her touch, her moans, her facial expressions where I kept pounding her insides-- making sure I pleased her right.

The sudden desperation within me that I should make her c*m and give her multiple orgasms so that she couldn't forget about it. About me. About us doing it.

I can't forget the feeling of being inside her as if we're perfectly matched.

Yun ang pinakaunang pagkakataon na gusto kong paligayahin ang isang babae. Cause when I f*ck, I only think of pleasuring myself, not the other way around. Lara asked me to please her and give her the most unforgettable night of her life and I... I f*cking obliged like a dog.

"Jesus..." Naikagat ko ang aking ibabang labi sabay yuko upang tignan ang aking pantalon.

I groaned and rolled my eyes when I got a boner from just thinking about last night.

"Mauvy, san ka pupunta anak?" Rinig kong wika sa akin ni mom nang makita niya akong naglalakad paalis ng kusina.

"I'll just go to my room, mom. I have something else to do."

"Ganon ba? Sige, tatawagin lang kita kung tapos na ako sa pagluluto. Siguro pauwi na rin yung papa mo." I never said a word again as I found myself walking up the stairs and went inside my room.

Nilock ko ang pinto atsaka ako umupo sa paanan ng aking kwarto. It's been a while since I slept here dahil may sarili na rin naman akong condo na inuuwian.

I groaned as I covered my hard c*ck with my hand and started rubbing it up and down with the lubricant I got inside my drawer.

"Ugh... hngh..." I closed my eyes as my breathe started to get rigid. Umiinit na ang buong katawan ko habang nagsasarili dito sa loob ng aking kwarto.

"F*ck." I growled under my breathe as I rubbed it faster, stroking from the root of my d*ck until its neck.

"Ugh." Napaungol ako at hindi maiwasang mapatingala sa kisame ng aking kwarto. My legs stretched as I curled my toes the moment I came.

I watched my member released a hot liquid, dripping it down to my floor.

Napalunok ako bago napabuga ng hangin atsaka pinagmasdan ang aking kamay na puno ng semilya.

No, it's not enough. My hands were not enough. I need more. I need a woman.

Nang sumagi sa isipan ko si Lara, kaagad akong napailing bago mabilis na nilinis ang aking kalat.

Mauverick, for the love of God, stop thinking about her!

Bigla akong napatingin sa aking cellphone nang may maaalala ako. I scanned through my contacts and saw the name of a woman.

I dialed her number and in just a swift, she answered it. As usual.

[Mauverick! You finally, called. Alam mo bang ilang araw ko nang hinihintay ang tawag mo?] The sound of a woman voice on the other line immediately greets me.

"Brianna. I want to f*ck." I said without any hesitation.

[Oh Mauverick, you missed me, don't you?]

"No. I just need a woman to f*ck with tonight."

[Harsh. Same time? My place?]

"Same time. Your place."

[Sige, maghihintay ako mamaya. Don't be late.]

"Good. Ready your legs." I said before ending the call first and stayed on my position for a while.

It's just a one-night thing, just like what Lara said. A mistake that we both shouldn't do again.

Kung makikipagsiping ako sa ibang babae ngayon, makakalimutan ko naman siguro 'yon hindi ba? I just kinda hate the fact that Lara was the first one who wanted to forget what we did last night.

Nang sabihin niya sa'kin 'yon, hindi ako makapaniwala sa sarili ko nang nagdadalawang-isip akong sumang-ayon sa gusto niya.

It honestly made me frustrated.

"I mean, you slept with a lot of girls."

I scoffed when I remembered what she said.

"That girl." I hissed before grabbing my phone and walk out from my room.

I just need someone else's p*ssy to forget yours.