chapter two:HARD TO TELL. pain of being alone the emotion of not knowing where you stand in your life happiness
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Wonder makes no sense i have been wondering around the black room all day for three days, at least Tessa was lucky she only stayed for only half a day, i know she feels bad about the situation also feels responsible for what is happening i truly don't blame her but am oky am used to this kind of life full of pain and mysterious way of living,the only thing that is keeping me up it's the face of Damian (previously three days ago) yes Damian i truly don't care, you and your friends should get that to your little mind i thought maturity it's all about age but i come to realize it's about how someone carry themselves around,don't give me that look you think you can scare me am sorry to dump your ba**l that am not scared and about that letter please look for someone to fool not me i know you know what it's written inside but trust me am going to drop it in the dustbin by piece,i was about to walk past him when he hold my hand and took away the letter then string me around in away my back was facing his chest he whispered certain words that turn me on direct giving me Gossebump,"don't wake a sleeping lion beb it might forget who you are and eat you trust me when i say eat it's means i won't be able to let you go easily until am satisfied with all means be careful sweetheart,"with that he let go of my hands and went ahead to sit as if he did nothing this man is mysterious i swear(end of previous
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Day eight sinces i have been here the only food i get it's only beans and bread,one bottle of water after three days how am i going to survive i only hope for this seven days to be over ,i was a bit sleepy i decided to rest a little to relax my mind.***Damian i don't understand why you are silent and haven't eaten anything please don't tell me it's because of the murderer ooh!yes it's because of her you know i don't like that girl at all,•••what do you want Darrel?my life is none of your business and her name is Claudia roman and she is not a murderer yeah yeah how do i know i did some investigation and found that her uncle was behind this with his son but it's not my battle to fight,she is capable to fight for herself now leave me alone i need to rest i will eat later please walk away and shut the door behind you thank you,aah!what are doing to me Claudia i thought by letting you stay in black room will make me happy but i don't understand why am feeling guilty i can't explain this feeling am not in love yes i know that i need to have a drink where are my car keys,i went to zeros club it's one of my biggest club around New York the rest are in Miami and las Vegas i need a strong drink, chase pass me a vodka five shot,boss excuse me the cargo has arrived martin and Joel are taking care of it but we have some problem Daniel tried to double cross us and we might have lost 2.5 billions,what!how did that happen can you take care of the matter tie him and do what it's necessary nobody dares to play with my business i pay you all well and Dan tell the rest i don't want to be disturb including my brothers and call my mother inform her i have an important meeting to attend i will see her in three days to come you can go,am not fun of spirits but that girl is making me crazy and doubt myself i don't know what i want i need to be near her i called Conner to drive me back to prison i went a head to the black room i had already called the guide and gave them details of how i wanted the room to be neat lucky on my side is that she was a sleep it's seem she hasn't been sleeping sinces she didn't hear the guide doing what i authorized,"sir welcome she is still asleep"thank you hazel both of you can retire for the night i will be oky,thank you sir have a blessed night...in deed am going to have the best night.
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I work up to a soft thing with what I remember i was sleeping in a tiny bed but where did this huge bed come from i was about to turn around when i saw a figure with huge muscle and sexy body the face was covered by hands i could not tell who it was the only choice i had it's go near the person to find out,to my surprise it's was Damian what they hell is he doing here first i had to check if he was breathing i don't want to be called a murderer again lucky he was breathing,are you planning to kiss me again pretty because i won't mind those lips on my lips beb ooh!gosh!you scared the hell out of me what are you doing here sir and what with all this changes and how did this happen and i was here last night sir,you know, you have a habit of asking alot of questions am tired i want to rest if you excuse me i need to sleep. Sir i..i could not bring myself to talk this man held alot of power when he is near me i wish he knows how he makes me feel nervous,i had no choice than to turn around back to my warm bed i can sleep here forever with no odour smell that how lucky it's to be rich nothing you can't get or have,i could not sleep while this man was here i toss around trying to find the best posture but nothing i tried to think but nothing came to my mind.
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You are boring me yes boring i want to sleep can you stop tossing around as if your legs need something better to make them weak in order for you to be able to sleep,,,sir am not getting what you are talking about yes am uncomfortable i haven't shared a room with an opposite gender so yes am uncomfortable and can't get to sleep while you refuse to explain reason behind you being here or Maybe you had a fight with your girlfriend or your wife who knows,you might be looking for a way to run from them who knows,or i might be running towards you to be close to you enough with this silly question sleep or i might help you to sleep and i always means my words,why don't you make me sleep i bet you can't even do a thing about it just praising yourself i turned around to face the wall all over sudden I felt a hand on my waste he was here like here on my bed holding me holy mother Teresa come and save me please,i warned you not to try me at all but that little mouth of yours it's sweet to shut up, come here, beb! i want to feel you and make you fall a sleep i told you earlier that i might make your legs weak in order for you to sleep but not today pretty am not in the moods for someone to loss her Virginity on me soon sweetheart i will grant you the honour, i could not move or speak i didn't know how to respond i felt so bad that what i was thinking will happen might not happen today i will just sleep.
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The night seemed to be young i waited for the sun but no i kept looking at his watch time was not moving the way he was holding me, made me feel safe it's like i have been longing for this feeling all my life it's nothing or something i could not describe,the thought of having an opposite gender next to me aah holding me feeling his body close to me ahh it's insane for the last two years i have been dying to have this feeling for a long time just having Damian close to me was all i needed for two years i never knew that this day like it might come now he is here i don't know how to feel or respond am i going hold on him like this forever or this it's just a day of my lucky just by looking at his handsome faced made me feel Gossebump all over my body i don't want this feeling to go away,i just want him here near me,close to me forever,i promise to love you in secrets even if our path won't let us someday to be together.
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