Josh POV. It's been f*****g weeks, we've looked for Lucy to no avail. The hunters are still in the woods, searching. It has been futile and members are getting agitated as to why she is not back. They are starting to question my confidence. I did her wrong, it was wrong that she found out about Crystal, but again, Crystal was right. As beautiful as Lucy is, she's only a weak human who can't defend herself from any attack, and what more, if we get married and have kids, what if they also become like her, with no werewolf gene? I can't have that. I need strong pups. 'You messed up,' my wolf snarls in my head. He loved Lucy. I did too and I wasn't going to leave her! But I would keep my relationship with Crystal going on the side, I wanted her to have my pups just in case the ones I