I'm freaking out. Why can't I feel my legs? The surrounding machine is beeping loudly. "Calm down," Dr. Delish tries to coo but I can't. What's happening to my legs? They are just numb. " I'm trying to lift them, but I can't!" I cry, panicked. Delish gets a few charts and begins to compare them. I want to walk! I can't imagine life without running or just using them. A few nurses rush into the room. I hiss when something sharp pierces my skin and a seething pain rushes through my arm. I touch my neck and angrily look at the nurse, before I can see a picture word, my eyes feel heavy. So sleepy. I stifle a yawn and close my eyes. I don't know how long I've been asleep but I wake up in darkness again. Two sapphire eyes are staring at me. My heart is pulsing relentlessly and once ag