Next morning, we indulge in “the wallow,” and it’s while lying sticky and spent that I almost say something about this maybe being my final year in baseball. It rises up and I want to let it out, but I stay quiet. Tommy, so intuitive toward me that he usually knows what I’m thinking, says, “What?” I have to throw something out quickly. “Just thinking ahead to you beating me up again.” “On the field, I trust?” I poke him in the side. “Yes, on the field. You gonna own me again?” “Like I do now?” “No, the other knock-it-over-the-fence way.” “Hey,” he says, rolling onto his side and petting my chest, “you lay a juicy fastball up there, it’s history.” “So you’ll lay off the curve?” “Didn’t say that.” I kiss his cheek. “There was a time I could get it past you,” I note. “Strike your bu