“You can’t have s*x with me because I am a virgin?” I asked cautiously, again thinking about my next move.
I didn’t know if I was moving in the right direction or not. But right now I really didn’t care.
I wanted Xander and my virginity will not be the one getting in my way.
Rather, it would be a stepping stone for it.
He took a deep breath as if the answer pained him.
“I don’t want to pressurize you into something you don’t want to do. I want you when you are ready, not when we both are acting crazy in the lust haze.” he replied, making me confident.
“So you want me?” I asked again
“So much that it pains me to say no to you.” he grunted.
I came forward and kneeled in front of him, without touching him.
“You know, nobody ever touched me like that, you were the first man to see me
