Brielle
I cried as the pain shot up in me, nearly dulling the pleasure I felt earlier.
He slipped his length in and the pain dulled, but I was still getting accustomed to the feeling of a whole muscle into me.
He moved a bit, and a gasp left my lips at the bolt of pleasure I felt from that.
He moved his hips, and a moan left my lips as he grazed a spot in me.
"f**k you are so f*****g tight. " He groaned and he moved again. I gripped the bedsheets tight, tried to stable myself but he didn't let me as he pounded softly into me.
"I need to see your face while I f**k you." He growled and I was turned over, so my back was on the bed and my chest was exposed to him.
My hands flied to cover my breast and my cheeks tinted, but he growled.
"Don't cover up. I own it. All of it."
My hands fell to my sides and I saw his eyes darken even more as they took in my rock hard n*****s.
He lowered himself and took a bud between his lips, his tongue flicking over it and sending a bolt of pleasure through me.
"Oh Alpha." I cried as he suckled my n****e softly, while his other hand rolled the other n****e in between his fingers as he slowly trusted into me.
"Call me Zadyre. Moan my name, Brielle."
"Oh," I moaned at the sound of my name leaving his lips. "Zadyre. "
He bit my n****e softly. "Good girl."
Leaving ny n*****s, he grabbed my waist hard, and increased his pace.
He drilled hard and fast into me, the sound of my moans hitting the walls as he hit every good spot in me.
"f**k where have you been all my life?" He groaned into my neck as I wrapped my legs around his waist, pulling him closer so he was against my skin, and his d**k stroked every nerves in me.
"Oh Zadyre," I screamed as we got even closer and his eyes locked into mine as he drilled into me.
"Scream my name Brielle. Goddess I love it when you say my name."
My clas dug into his back as I squeezed against him, feeling every bit of pleasure and emotions I never thought I could feel. I felt something build in my abdomen, and my vision became blurry as he increased his pace.
"Oh Zadyre."
"I love the way you are squeezing against me. Say my name again. I want to hear you scream it."
He thrusted faster and I clung to him for dear life as I saw my release.
"Zadyre!" I screamed, gasping as I felt my release rock my body and my soul detached and floated and I saw stars.
He groaned into my neck, and I felt his warm jet shoot into me, before he collapsed onto me, and we breathed harshly as we descended from the high of our release.
That was the best thing ever. My eyes met his and a lazy smile widened my lips, but he didn't return it.
His eyes were cold, colder than I've seen them, and he pulled away from me as fast as he could.
I immediately felt cold as he took a towel and threw at me, while he wiped himself clean.
"I told you I can make the virgin scream." He yelled to the door he came through, and I gasped as the door opened wide, and in strutted the beautiful woman I saw earlier at the hall.
Her hair was wavy and brown, and her eyes a light green colour. She walked towards Zadyre with a smirk, her eyes on me as I watched her with confusion written on my face.
I scrambled to take the cover sheet as her eyes scanned me, and she let out a laugh.
"Poor thing. You did a number on her. I heard her screams and now I want my turn with you," She purred, her hands trailing down his chest and sending my wolf into jealousy.
He pulled her closer to him with a smirk on his face. "I'll make you scream even louder baby." He husked and he crashed his lips onto hers and they kissed wildly while I sat there, staring at them with my mouth wide open.
"Why, what's going on?" I asked and they broke the kiss.
The lady smirked at me, then turned to Zadyre. "Should I tell her or you would?"
Zadyre shrugged. "I'll tell her. I brought her into this, so I'm responsible for her."
The lady smiled placing a kiss on his lips. "Such a good king."
He turned to me and I felt my world crashing down. He was just in me and now he was kissing someone else?
My mate with someone else?
"You see, Brielle, I lied yesterday. " He began, pinning me with a nonchalant stare.
"What- what do you mean?" I whispered, my head spinning in fear as the lady smirked at me.
He shrugged, "Nothing much. Just the fact that you would still be my mate and act like the queen."
I watched him in silence. "But I'm already queen. I don't understand. "
He and the lady glanced at eachother, and they let out a mocking laugh.
"Oh poor thing. She took all of this seriously. " the lady said, making me feel more stupid than I felt already.
Zadyre stopped laughing and he pinned me with a Starr. "So gullible. The thing is," he began pacing as he tied a towel on his waist.
"It's tradition to marry and make your mate your queen as an Alpha wolf. She has to be the mother of your heir, a way to honor the moon goddess. But I love someone else." He turned to look at the lady, and she sent a kiss, breaking my heart even more. My mate chose her over me.
He loved her , not me.
My heart shattered into pieces. I truly was unlovable.
"So you became queen, like my mate should. But Lydia would take over your duties in the shadows. All you are needed for is to give a heir, and when you do," an evil smirk made its way to his lips. "We would dispose of you and not need your services anymore."
"What?" I whispered, not believing my ears. They woukd take ny baby and what, kill me?
"We need to make people believe you died during child birth. So to do that, well, you need to die." Lydia chipped in, and I felt my head spin.
I agreed to this, so I can die? Tears poured down my eyes as I stared at the two of them.
"You would take my baby, then kill me?"
Lydia arched a brow and turned to Zadyre. "Is she deaf? Why is she repeating everything like I wasn't clear?"
Tears poured from my eyes as I stared at her. "Oh I heard you, and it's pretty clear how sick you are.”
Lydia gasped and Zadyre stormed towards me.
He gripped my throat harshly. "Don't you talk to me that way."
I stared through my tears at him, hating him more and more. "Now I see you for the monster everyone says you are. I regret having you as a mate."
Zadyre growled, angry at my words, but Lydia came to pull him away. "Don't waste your energy baby, use that for something else. Leave the lowlife."
Zadyre peeled his eyes off me before smirking at her. "I'd rather do that." And he crashed his lips on hers as they kissed passionately while I stayed there and watched them with my heart breaking.
Zadyre pulled away to undoo her dress while she giggled. " Baby wouldn’t you tell the queen to excuse us?"
Zadyre pulled off her shirt, exposing her breasts. "She can stay and watch. Let's give her a show."
In disgrace and embarrassment, I pulled myself away from the bed and wrapped myself in the bed spread, running out of the room into the bathroom.
I rushed to the mirror, staring at myself in the mirror.
My mate discarded me like trash. He used me. He wants to use me, then kill me off like I didn't matter. I crashed onto the floor, sobbing heavily.
I couldn't stay here. I can't afford to. I wouldn't give them what they want. Standing up straight, I cleaned my tears. I would run far away from this pack, and never return.
I wouldn't submit. I wouldn't accept. I wouldn't give them what they want.