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Hello, I am.. Now most people call me Sandy in my village here. People almost forget my name because of this nickname. I don't hate it and I don't like it, but I really like my name more. Let's talk a little about me, when I was in school I didn't have much free time because of the drive to always be first, as my mother was a teacher in the same teachers who I would like Drama to be proud of and to see that she raised me well. I did not talk about my father and I will not talk about him And I don't even want anyone to know that he's my father. One of my hobbies is to get up in the morning and drink a cup of strength, in fact, it isolates my mood all day long, so even if the world turns, I am still in a good mood thanks to this morning cup. From a social point of view, I am close to everyone in the village, and this is something in my blood. I can only be good with everyone and they are, but sometimes this requires me to have some problems that are difficult to understand. I can't swim, in every ball I swim in I find like diversions in the water I never understand. They seem to piss me off, I don't know what they are, but they look very real and scary. I studied hard to enter Seoul National University and I did so thanks to my efforts and the effort of my mother, which I will not forget. I entered t that I always dreamed of, to be the first girl to enter this university from our village. Today, the dream came true with my first day at university. I'm the opposite of all that at university. I am not social with everyone, I do not give any opinion about anything, I only care about myself and to stay out of sight for as long as possible.With the beginning of spring and the beginning of my first semester, the weather was really nice, I was waiting for this day after a lot of fatigue after moving to Seoul. I stayed up so I take look at the i********: pages to learn how I should dress in college. ..It was spring, so I felt a little cold, especially after I put on a slightly exaggerated dress ? according to my fashionista.I went to buy a cup of warm mocha coffee, and on my way out I bumped into a girl who then took me to the bathrooms to wipe it. she was so pretty and clean , I never saw like her in my past life , I'm feel some jealous of her but she was so kind to make me hope to be my bestfrind in future life, her name was lyaly , she was grow up in Seoul and live in it . after that she buy me more coffee after she spelled mine , and the time take away with our freshing conversation between us . and I take her number so we can meet eche other by it after our classes . in my way to my class I saw our university land I'm don't believe I'm in it now , and I consider as a student at it . sit in a random chare with Maine simple smile , and before I get some information about this class so I'm ready to all question, start our classe and I have so passion in medicine and I was so excited during it . after ending it , Im just sow someone get close of me and ask if should we take a cup of coffee ? and I'm was like so why not , I need to know more about my batch . we was 9 in one table and everyone say some word about therself . and it's my turn now and when I start to say hello and everyone laughed loud . I don't know why I'm not even say a sentence so why ? after that I get back to my house , I felt like a loser , maybe they lough about my spelling or my clothes ? I don't know why but it's not important now , I should make them regret about that . I'm not even sad so why I'm still crying . it's too hard to feel yourself like worthless . ( new day in front of my collage)it's a new day with a new feeling so I will forget about yesterday. let's go . in my way with a full of a laied confidance , I heard some word of song, there was a guy with his guiter in Colorado and sing : I need you to believe in yours , it's full of love and cheers , don't listen , donts listen just listen to what you want . and I was like I don't come here to make this years to become a worst thing in my life , I was so excited and that what I. forget to . our class start , and the professor ask some questions and I'm answered a lot .and then he smiled to me , that's what I'm excited to , the professor give us a break and ask us to make a groups to solve some questions, I ask some one to make a group and I do it with them but still we need one more . then I heard girl say we should ask Kim jungwoo t o come with us , he's close to the professor and he'll guarantee I'm world marks for sure. I went to him to ask him, he was putting on headphones, so I touched him on his shoulder to look at me, then he said to me Ok , but why there ask you to ask me ? ... you should know something sandy !