Venessa's P.O.V After our talk, I lost my appetite. No longer want to eat anything. All I want to do is just go home, curl into a ball and think about what will happen next. But unfortunately, the handsome creature in front me kept forcing me to eat my food, he kept on trying to make conversation with me, he just didn't understand that this was too much for me to take in. I need some time to process everything, I feel so overwhelmed. But nothing can be changed now, I already gave him my word that I would marry him. I can't just take my word back, it would be too selfish of me. Finally realising that it's useless to cry over the spilled milk, I tried my best to respond to him and to give him back the same energy, and from our conversation, I came to find out that he's half Italian and ha