Kaylene
Lately, my days just seem to blend in. Not sure what is real and what is my imagination anymore. If I was using and drinking, I could have blamed it on that. I know I’ve been here for three weeks now based on my work schedule. How I’m even surviving work is beyond me.
I went from the stomachache and vomiting, later to find out it was the flu to a constant migraine that no doctor can diagnose. Due to my habits, I can’t take anything more than over-the-counter ibuprofen, which I don't even bother with. The cold weather and the metal plates got me in constant pain. The only thing I can do is try to shut my mind off from the pain and oddly that opens a window to things I'm not even sure are real.
My dreams have become more vivid, not only dreaming of a child version of myself anymo
