Her Scars

Nightmares

Dimitra

After the introduction with my darling Victor, whom I came to know that we'll be going to the same University even better, we'll be sharing some classes, we went to our different rooms. Well-he chose his room even before I could. I didn't whine though. He gave me th one which had a balcony and a beautiful lounger by it. A large glass sliding door and did I mention that from the balcony I could see the whole city?

Unzipping one of my travel bags, I took out my favorite sheets and started preparing for sleep. I dreaded the idea of showering by 1 in the morning while I was supposed to be making out with my vampire charming in my dreams. With a groan, I took my shower gel, bathroom towel and shower cap then made my way out my room to the bathroom. Once I got inside, I put the shower cap on because boy, the dread locks are damn heavy when wet. After that, I switched on the geyzer and waited for water to heat up. While waiting I applied my face wash and stared at my reflection in the mirror.

After good 5 minutes, I rinsed my face and stepped inside the shower. The hot water hit my back and had me gasping from the soothing sensation it created. I swear I would've regretted it the whole night if I skipped this.

In a few minutes I was rinsing myself and getting out of the bathroom with my white towel wrapped around my body. The strawberry scent filled the whole bathroom and corridor once I opened. While I was trying to close the bathroom door, Victor's door opened and he came out wearing pink boxers. I held my laughter from the sight. Pink unicorn boxers. Can you believe it?

"Believe you me baby if I didn't prefer the ass, I would go all 100 shades on you right on this wall because damn, you look edible" he said that while he put a hand on his lean waist. Victor is just so... Victor.

"Oh yeah, I'll take that as a compliment" I said with a wink and started walking to my door. With my back to him, I tried to open my door and yelped when I felt a hard sharp slap on my left butt cheek.

"Holy s**t, your ass is even spankable" he said. For a second, I stood there frozen because trust me, I dont want anyone anywhere near my ass. But I quickly came to my senses that this was Victor. I have only known him for less than 5 hours but he just managed to have his way with me. With that in mind, I turned and slapped his arm. Hard

He screamed. "Aaww girl, you dont wanna give me the bruises. I wanna look sexy in my sleeveless cropped top tomorrow " The image of tall and lean Victor in a sleeveless cropped top crossed my mind and I found myself clutching my chest from laughter.

"Now that's so not nice " he pouted but I couldn't stop laughing.

"D-dont get me wrong" *hiccup* "you definitely gonna look like a million pound because damn baby, you got a body of a doll" I said between laughter and that got him grinning. Just a little silly compliment will have Victor grinning like an i***t.

"s**t, I was going to take a leak and you distracted me with this hot body of yours" he said rushing to the bathroom door. I opened mine shaking my head with a smile on my face. This Victor thing is gonna be the death of me.

After creaming my body and putting on my favorite oversized t-shirt, I pulled over the duvet and got under them. Then laid on my stomach to say my night prayer. No matter how happy or sad I am, I always remember that Jesus is my Lord and He lives. With that, I thanked Him for being with me throughout my trip, for giving me the wonderful roommate and asked for forgiveness. After saying the Lord's prayer and Grace as my closing prayer, I switched of my night lamp and closed my eyes. Yahp, three prayers at once. I am a heavy Christian born in a family of Christians.

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I woke up from a loud music coming from the living. I had no doubt in thinking that my darling Vic is the one playing the music. I rolled on my front and took my phone from the bedside table and glanced at the time. Great! Its freaking 6 in the morning. Normally I'm not awake by this time.

I buried my head under the pillow to block the music but to my luck, Vic increased the volume. All sorts of swearing words came in my mind and I told myself that when I get up from the bed, I'm gonna cut his ovaries (balls) and give them to Poms. I smiled remembering my poor son. With black and gray fur. I miss that cat of mine. The way he purred when I left was heart breaking.

I found Victor in the kitchen preparing breakfast. He was wearing a plain white cotton tshirt with black track pants. Black and white. My favorite colors. White portraying the bright innocent girl people know on the outside and Black being the darkness that lived within me. I shook my head trying to clear my thoughts. After so many years I still can't get rid of the darkness. The loneliness.

"Dimitra I love you. You are like an angel sent from heaven up above and I cant imagine my life without you" I stared at my Tyler, my boyfriend who was the most handsome man I've ever seen. His brown eyes, the freckles on his light skin and his bald, all made him like a Greek God. He was handsome. Yes I am 16 years old and I am dating a 24year old guy. I just love him.

I cupped his cheek and kissed his lips softly. "I love you too Ty." He started kissing me deeply and squeezing my breasts. That was very uncomfortable but I knew this man here loved me and wouldn't do anything to hurt me. He deepened the kiss and his hands started to move to my jean pants to unbuckle my belt. I held his hand to stop him while I continued kissing him. He was way too strong that he forced me down the seat-provided that we were on a backsit of his car- and caged my hands in his big hand while he managed to get rid of my pants with the other.

I struggled under him trying to get him off him but he didn't budge. A few minutes ago, he was a loving boyfriend and now he was acting like a hungry rogue. I tilted my head and tried screaming but in speed of light, he covered my mouth roughly with his hand that was undoing my pants and muffled my screams.

He whispered in my ears "If you dare make a sound, I wont hesitate raping you right here and now" His words made me freeze. Tears started welling up in my eyes when I realized that this guy here is a monster.

"Now be a good girl and let me f**k you " he said while he started pulling down my pants. I couldn't fight because his weight crashed me into the seat. I started wriggling under him and like a flash, he slapped me hard on the face.

"DIMITRA MONA LISA" I jumped to Victor's high pitched voice only to realize he has long switched off the music and was starring at me with a concerned look on his face.

"Were you dead right now and came back to life or maybe you were praying with your eyes open because I've been shouting my beautiful voice at you only to see you looking in the air" I smiled at his long speech.

"Dont worry about me mate. I was in my world" I replied sitting on a stool beside the kitchen counter.

"Whatevs. I was saying we need to get the job to pay the bills. And we need to go job hunting like today before the University opens. A lot of jobs are going to be taken"

For once, my silly Victor made sense.