Chapter 5
Rudger Thomas. The Australian man who once resided in Nebraska Close. The photographer’s former lover for almost ten years. A yachtsman, equestrian, and professional soccer player. Thirty-three years old when they were together. A young man with razor-sharp blue eyes, thin but muscular frame, shocking-blond hair, dimples in both cheeks, freckles dotting his nose. A schoolboy-type who was mischievous and made H. laugh, filling his days with joy/love/lust. A masculine but pretty man who thought his obsession with sunflowers was sexy. A memory now, lost for almost twenty years—someone H. will never forget.
Their s*x was missed. Such smooth skin Rudger had. Tiny n*****s on his hairless chest. Sticky-sweet abs lining his stomach. Perspiration coating his armpits, causing a strong ma
