I just realized that I was playing with fire. I had completely forgotten that Joshua wasn't any normal person, he was an influential man with many connections and while I was just an adopted daughter of the Atish family, individually, I didn't have any power. But still-what is the worst that he could do to me? All sorts of crazy ideas jumped into my mind and I carefully dismissed them all. If Joshua Blacksmith is a decent man, he won't do anything that would affect me in any way. But then again, he was so frustrated and his eyes reflected his determination that revealed murder. Should I tell Shehzad about this matter? Maybe not. This is my problem and I will solve it without Shehzad's help. "Hey what's wrong?" Shehzad snapped his fingers in front of me. I returned back to reality. I r