Chapter 4After Chad’s s****l release, he rested in Tyler’s arms on the couch. Tyler reminded him so much of Brick and the thought of wanting Brick in his arms overwhelmed him. He curled up in a ball and started crying. “What’s wrong?” Tyler asked. “I was wishing it was my husband holding me. I’m worried we’ll never be able to get to where we were a year or six months ago. And I’ll never share this type of physical intimacy, what we just had, again with him.” Tyler brushed Chad’s tears away and held him. “So you want to tell me why you and Brick can’t have this?” Chad shook his head. He didn’t want to unload to Tyler everything that had been happened the last year, and why they were in Nevada. “It’s okay, you can tell me. I am the last person to judge.” Chad exhaled heavily. Tyler was