40. How Do I Cast You Away, Alpha? Alpha Zach's POV "You have no idea how difficult it is to stay between creatures other than your own kind. I miss my country and my people." I figured she meant Humans as her people for she hasn't come across even one human since she settled here in New York with us. She jerked me into a state of shock, and as I struggled to emerge, another cocooned me while she continued. "You have no idea what goes through my head everyday, Alpha Zach. I go to sleep with fear engulfing my nerves. I wake up with wide eyes from nightmares. I am always scared and hoping that I don't get attacked by rogues. There's always a feeling that someone is following me." Her voice was fragile and shaking. Something compelled me to tell her how much I thought about her. Abou