37. You will have to be mine Jade's POV Disgust. Pure disgust spread through my system when his fingers wrapped around my elbow as he dragged me inside the mansion. I didn't sleep the whole night because of him and his kiss. It was gross. It was nasty. It was all the bad things I could imagine. Yet, something about it was confusing and it made me think about it the whole night as I cried. I was not sure why the tears flowed. Was it because I lost my first kiss to the annoying alpha that I have saved for my boyfriend or husband? Or because the ruthless Alpha kissed me out of the blue and still made me enjoy it? My head was heavy and I came out of my room soon after the sky turned white outside the window. I didn't care to change the nightgown I was wearing given that it was early