POV Bella Queen I can’t believe we actually did that. I never even knew of that nor did they mention it in s*x ed when we took it in ninth grade. My ass hurt all day after that, and he wouldn’t keep his hands to himself. His threat of losing my virginity had me nervous. Xander was known for his insatiable appetite. What if I wasn’t enough? What if once he landed me in his bed he went onto the next girl as he had in the past? I couldn’t chance it. Not to mention he was telling everyone we were engaged when he never proposed or even told me he loved me. “ Kitten, you have that look again?” He looked at me and raised his eyebrow. Ask him Bella. See what he says in return. “ What?... Oh, nothing.” I said, but he didn’t believe me. He grabbed my chin and turned me to face him to then gave