I wasn't expecting it to be so hard telling Alpha Thomas about Cade. I watched the hurt and confusion sweep across his blue eyes and I know that he could see the piece of me breaking inside. What surprised me though was his reaction. I'm not going to lie, I was hoping that he would pull me into his arms and tell me It's okay. I wanted to hear that he can understand why I am a little hesitant and that everything will be alright. The clock on my nightstand reads 3:30 a.m. The room is dark but I don't mind, it gives me time to think. I wish I could sleep. My body is exhausted from today's events but my mind wants to replay my last moments with Alpha Thomas over and over. His eyes flickered between black and blue as they stared into my soul. My breath quickened when I realized that if I