Chapter Nine
Niklaus Wade
The only person capable of taking my mind off of things is hanging out with Hazel. I mean, I could watch my favorite show and stuff my face with those Moon Pies but I didn't feel like stuffing my face in order to drown my sorrows and my unhappiness. Beside my lack of a mood to do what I enjoy doing, it wasn't enough anymore. I tried doing that yesterday, binge on my show while eating my chocolate snack, but it didn't work anymore. I felt like I was broken.
What used to be my daily habit now still left me in a ball of a whimpering depressed mess. My mind traveled to Gnashton even when I didn't want to, even when I forced myself to stop thinking about him. I hated this. This just became another Hell I had to endure. Nate cried, he was always crying and
