The Mafia's Maiden

Spacing

"I just figured you are the only one that knows about me and we just spoke like ten minutes ago," I said trying to use the massive comforter to cover everything besides my face. He still seemed angry but now I could see a little confusion.

"We spoke in the morning and now the sun is almost setting. You've been laying like this the whole time?" That can't be right my hair is still wet. I reach to touch my hair and realize that it's completely dry, I also realize that I'm really hungry when I feel my stomach growl. Did I really just spend all day thinking about what I just thought happened five minutes ago. I got lost in thought again and let the blanket fall which also caused the towel to drop exposing my breasts.

"Olivia!" Max rushes to me and covers me up before I even notice him moving. "Have you been spacing out like this often?" I started to think about it and before I could formulate an opinion he speaks out again. "I'm going to take that as a yes. I'll have Dr. Chavez come to check on you now, get dressed," he ordered.

He stood up and I followed his queue so that I could grab some clothes. Before he could hit call he stopped making me bump into him causing both of us to take a step back. He set his phone down on the dresser and stared at me, searching and studying my body that it was making me self-conscious when I went to adjust my towel I looked down and noticed I was no longer wearing it. I was standing completely naked in front of him for the first time.

"Oh Olivia, why must you do this to me." His eyes are now this deep forest green filled with lust, his hands are fisted causing his knuckles to turn white. I couldn't help but notice my n*****s harden as I watched him make this internal struggle, I felt frozen in place but my body had other ideas. It confidently strutted towards him as he was pushed up against the dresser not looking at me. When he was in reach my arm stretched out so that I could rest my hand on his muscular arms. When the tip of my fingers brushed his shirt he picked me up in a swift motion and pushed us onto my bed. He pinned me against the mattress and pressed his body completely into me as if he was trying to make us one person.

"Olivia" he whispered into my ear giving me the same sensation. I could feel something hard poking into me and causing a whole other level of excitement I felt like I had never experienced, in a way that was different from not remembering. His eyes stared into mine before he brought his lips to mine. He shoved his tongue past my lips and played with mine, I could feel one of his hands moving from my waist to my breast playing with my n****e causing this wet sensation between my legs.

I felt the need to spread my legs for him, I wanted to take all of him in, if his kiss alone could drive me into this new sensation of need, I wonder what else he could do. He shifted us and moved his body out to the side and used his other hand that was resting behind my neck down to my knee. He slid his fingers to my inner thigh and moved in this circular motion causing a tingling sensation as he moved closer to my entrance. He was teasing me and my body tried to fight him by forcing his hand closer to where I wanted which made him moan which in turn drove me even madder.

"Tell me what you want Olivia." I bit my lip. I wanted to give him an answer but truthfully I'm not sure what I really want. When I didn't answer he stopped what he was doing causing my eyes to shoot open. His eyes were just as dark and I knew from that, that he needed me just as much.

"You" I spoke and it was like the air in the room changed. He crashed his lips to mine, this time there was urgency in his kiss. His hand slowly moved up my thigh, he paused when his hand finally rested in between my legs. He looked at me and I looked at him before closing my eyes acknowledging to him that I didn't want him to stop. He continued to kiss me when I suddenly felt pressure and a burst of excitement that tore me when he put one of his fingers inside me. I let out a moan that seemed to drive him mad as he seemed to pick up the pace.

I could feel him add another finger and I thought I was going to pass out from pleasure. I know I must have never felt like this before right? I feel like this is something I would have remembered. I let out another moan and could feel my legs becoming shaky. I wanted more, I freed my hand that was pinned under him and ripped Max's shirt off wanting to feel him pressed against my naked body as he pushed in and out of me.

He seemed to be just as excited as he let out this almost sounding growl causing him to crash into my lips before moving to my neck and then to my breast putting his mouth all over my body. I couldn't help but do the same to him it was like I was trying to bite off a piece of his body he was just so hot. I was in need of having him touch me the way he is right now. His buckle was now pushing into my leg that I figured now was the time to get his pants off.

I looked down to see how to get it off when I noticed there was no buckle. I gulped and he laughed at my reaction then continued to kiss and finger me as I worked on getting his pants off but the best I could do was get his pants undone unless he moved his hand out of me so he could take them off but I couldn't bring myself to have him stop so I shoved my hand behind his boxers so that I can keep him distracted for a bit longer.

He let out another moan that vibrated against my lips causing a shiver through my body and I thought I was going to explode. I could feel a throbbing on his c**k and continued to stroke it. Max moved faster with a sense of need that caused my whole body to shake, I let out a loud moan that echoed in the small room.

"Good girl" He bit my lip and stood back prepared to drop his pants we something caught his eye.

"What is it? What's wrong?"

"I think you were a virgin." He steps back and then makes a quick exit. After a short moment, I could hear another door slam shut. Did he just leave?

I tried to stand but was really weak in the knees that I sat up and with the towel, I had earlier I cleaned myself up. I managed to stand to go to the bathroom I got in the shower and washed myself off when noticed a little blood. Was I a virgin? Aren't I still if we didn't actually have s*x? What does that even matter, how could he just leave like that? I grabbed a clean towel and went back to my room and this time put on clothes before I started to think.

I got dressed in comfy pajamas and laid down when my stomach growled. There was a knock on the door and my heart skipped in excitement.

"Come in" I let out a breath prepared to play it cool.

"How are you doing Olivia?"

"Dr. Chavez? Um, good I guess." I was glad I had put on clothes now. He walked over to me and sat his bag down on the bed beside me.

"Maximo tells me you are spacing out. Have you lost track of time?"

"Yes."

"What typically happens during the times you space out?"

"I'm just thinking about everything." He seemed to have figured out what was wrong from that alone.

"I see, there's no need to worry. How are you sleeping?"

"I think well I space out and forget."

"Okay. I'll give you something for sleep but remember to take it easy try to distract yourself, find a hobby, and let these things flow naturally the more you try and force memories the more you'll start devolving. You need to trust yourself, you wanted to forget for a reason, remember that."

"Is that why I am spacing"

"I believe so I think you're mentally pushing yourself too hard and it's causing your brain to fritz out of control. It's trying to form new memories and attachments, the more you try to think about what's not there the more it starts clashing with this new reality, you're practically working yourself to having a mental breakdown which could make you catatonic and unlike the coma, you'll be awake and alert just frozen to do anything."Another knock came from the door and my heart raced once again.

"Food Mrs. Olivia" The woman sat it on my end table and then walked away.

"I've known Maximo for a long time, he is a good boy, give him time." He left some pills on the table next to the food. "Take one of these at night with a snack." He left and I put the tray on my lap. Had he sent this food up? I looked at the pills and opened the bottle there were about thirty of these yellow pills, I swirled these inside the bottle before dumping them onto the tray. I looked at each pill individually and just stared at them, studying them while picking up a grape and eating one. Before I knew it the food was gone but there were still thirty yellow pills.

I scooped them all into the bottle except for one and capped the bottle placing it into the drawer. I took the pill with water and laid back to watch the ceiling fan hoping to fall asleep.