The Night Is Mine

Chapter 7

7

Mark left the equipment check to his crew. It was a crappy call, but he was in no mood to make sure he hadn’t broken a forty-million-dollar helicopter with that landing. Truth be told, the way he was acting, they’d be in no mood to let him.

As soon as he stepped on deck, he was ricocheted around by the deck crew like an old and unwanted billiard ball. The blue-jacketed chock-and-chain crew pushed him one way and pinned his bird to the deck despite the calm seas. White-vested safety guys shoved him the other and checked the chocks and looked for any fuel leaks. Two reds waited for him to move before they ran a quick inspection and dodged off to the shipboard munitions lift for resupply. The Hawk hadn’t yet been restocked after last night’s op at the cave.

A couple grapes, in their flame retardant suits and purple vests, waved for him to stand clear, then pulled a hose free from a handy deck hatch and started pumping JP-5 fuel to refill his tanks, almost dry after the long flight from base.

He finally found peace at the edge of the deck, two steps from the sixty-foot drop to the Arabian Sea. Good thing the seas were calm today.

He glared up at the carrier’s tower. Somewhere in there was Captain Emily Beale. If she was truly reassigned, he’d have to fill the seat on her bird. Bronson maybe. But the man was useless in combat. He’d have to reassign her bird to a carrier run until he figured out what the hell was going on.

He should be back at the base, but he couldn’t let anyone else transport her. He knew it made no sense, but he didn’t trust Beale to anyone else. Sure, the two of them flew side-by-side into life-threatening danger as often as not, but she also ranked as the most precious cargo he’d ever carried.

Knowing that the feeling made no sense made it no less true.

He turned to face the ocean, back toward Afghanistan lost over the watery horizon. Back where they’d flown together, chasing each other across the heart of the Hindu Kush, a grin of delight plastered across his face. Glad to be flying beside her even when he was losing the race.

What woman had last preoccupied his brain like Emily Beale? Okay, no one. Mary Taylor had filled his waking and sometimes his sleeping thoughts at sixteen. That she was two years older, a senior infinitely far out of his reach, hadn’t stopped him. And perseverance had never paid off there. However, when he was seventeen, Laura had given him a particularly memorable and educational night for his Junior Prom.

Being in ROTC and a football wide receiver in college had offered him his pick of women, and he’d enjoyed every one. He’d been assigned for a couple of years to Italy, where he’d learned about the bountiful physical gifts of Italian women and their willingness to share them with a handsome American aviator. It still ranked as his first-choice port-of-call for leave after his parents’ ranch.

But none of them cluttered his brain like Emily Beale.

Any contentment with his lifestyle evaporated the first time he’d ever seen her. He’d come up from 5th Battalion’s Fort Lewis HQ to fetch the latest newbie to graduate Fort Campbell training. Somehow a woman had made it through selection and training. The first ever, and he’d been saddled with her.

And his world had changed. Though she’d been dressed in civvies, carrying a bright red knapsack, with her wheat-blonde hair caught back in a ponytail to look like any other returning tourist, he’d known at a glance that she was the one he was there to meet.

So chill and perfect. She reminded him of someone, as if they’d met before in a completely different place, but he decided that was wishful thinking.

They’d fallen into step in perfect harmony and flown that way ever since. He hadn’t spoken a single word to her until they were back behind the gates of Fort Lewis because, for the first time in his life, he’d had no idea what to say to a beautiful woman.

He’d had to be careful. If he didn’t want to be court-martialed and thrown out of the Army, he could never let her know how he felt. So he’d decided, as they walked side-by-side that first time, that in her presence he would always be pure military, pure regulation.

He wouldn’t compliment her, in case it was taken wrong. That had turned out to be a fantastic way to motivate her to excel, but it was merely a side benefit of his attempts to remain sane in her presence.

And she’d ruined him. He could work up a healthy anger over that. Not at her, but at the circumstances that made their lives. He couldn’t have her. And, when he’d tried to lose himself between the generous breasts of a particularly willing Tuscan damsel on leave last month, he’d failed miserably at forgetting the slip of a blonde who could outfly every pilot in SOAR.

He stood there, in the soft breeze of the aircraft carrier’s forward motion, finally admitting it.

She definitely ranked as the best pilot he’d ever flown with.

And when Captain Emily Beale flew ten tons of armored attack helicopter into battle, it was absolutely the sexiest thing he’d ever seen.