Mum to twins but fated to the alpha

Chapter Eleven

Alpha Drew.

When I'd climbed out of the boat onto the jetty and Isabella had touched my hand before pulling away in shock, I knew she had felt the sparks. There was no doubt I my mind from the way she reacted. When she had began to walk away once again embarrassed by my words I had pulled her back to me. Her scent was overpowering and I didn't want to let her go. She must have caught sight of me looking at her plump lips. They were so close to me, screaming for mine to touch them. When she had told me she was married my heart had sank and I'd released my hold on her. Its not like I didn't know this already, she was wearing a wedding ring but I guess I was hoping that now I knew she had felt the mate bond she would know we were meant to be together. Now back in my room thinking about it logically, I realised that as we knew there was a strong possibility she didn't even know she was wolf, then it would make sense she had no idea about the bond and so the sparks would of simply confused her. So I made the decision to not bring up the mate bond until Amelia had arrived and we knew whether she was under a spell.

Cal had mindlinked me as we were walking back from marina and informed me that Owen had called to let him know Amelia was on her way and she should be here by this evening. She had demanded fifty grand and a weeks stay here once she was done with our business. Owen had agreed knowing how important it was for me to get to the bottom of things with Isabella. I had been so deep in conversation via mindlink with Cal that I hadn't spoken a word to Isabella the whole walk back. I hoped she wasn't reading to much into it and didn't think I was being funny with her because she had told me she was married. As much as it pained me knowing she was she was faithful to her husband even though he wasn't her true mate was touching. In a strange way it made me happy as I knew that hopefully we would be together and I knew that I would always be able to trust her.

I had only been in my room for a few minutes and I was already missing being so close to her. I opened the door hoping that her lingering scent would be enough to satisfy my need. Thats when I heard her sobbing loudly. " Go to mate" Casper said to me sounding desperate to comfort her. Even though I wanted to, I knew that right now me going to her was probably the last thing she needed. So I closed the door whilst fighting the urge to run her and break down her door so I could scoop her up in my arms and tell her everything was OK.

"She just needs some time to herself to process everything from today" I told Casper and he whimpered in my head before retreating away in a sulk. I picked my mobile phone up from the table and was glad I had decided against taking it with me today otherwise it would of been ruined. 12.45pm. OK time to freshen up and get ready for our massages.

***

I was stood inside the treatment room waiting for Isabella to arrive and when she walked in she took my breath away.

My d**k twitched as I took in her figure in the dress she had on. She had curled her hair and it fell beautifully around her face. She instantly cast her eyes to the floor when she saw me. She must be feeling awkward from our last interaction. I strode towards her closing the distance between us and gently cupped her face in my hand and moved it so she was looking at me. " I understand that you are married Isabella" I said " but that doesn't change the fact you are the most amazingly beautiful woman I have ever laid my eyes on. Your husband is a very lucky man". At the mention of her husband I saw a flash of emotion cross her face. Sadness it was unmistakable. I frowned as I still held her cheek in my hand and asked " Isabella why do you look sad at the mention of your husband?" She gulped back a small sob that threatened to escape her lips and shook her head as she took a step back away from me. I decided not to push the matter further at that moment but secretly felt a bit of hope. If the mention of her husband made her sad then perhaps she wasn't happy and we really did have a shot together.

We walked in silence over to the beds which were right next to each other. Cal had informed me in the mindlink conversation we had had that he had actually managed to pull a few strings and get us booked into a couples massage. She seemed oblivious to this though. I politely turned my back as she stripped down. " Its ok you can turn around now I'm covered"

I turned around and my fantasy from the night before was there right in front of my eyes only the reality was even better than I had imagined. I began to strip right there in front of her and I expected her to look away but to my surprise she watched me intently. When I reached to remove my boxers she turned away. I was glad she did as the scent of her arousal hit my nostrils and my d**k immediately shot to attention. I hastily removed my boxers and grabbed the towel before laying down on my front on the bed. My d**k was painfully hard and pressing into me but I couldn't let her know that or she would freak out.

" I'm ready now"

We both turned to face each other as the door opened and the two masseuses walked in without a word. I glanced in their direction and was secretly relieved to see they were both female. I didn't think I would be able to lie here and watch another man put his hands on her.

She closed her eyes as they began to work on us and her moans of pleasure did nothing to help the erect state of my d**k. I groaned myself as I too closed my eyes and imagined the hands that were rubbing my body belonged to her.

Isabella.

Drew had politely turned away while I undressed but when it was his turn I couldn't tear my eyes away from him. I knew it was wrong to look but something inside me wouldn't let me look away. When he had mentioned Marcus earlier I had nearly lost it. The way he spoke to me reminded me so much of how Marcus used to.

FLASHBACK

Tonight is the night. I have been with Marcus for six months now and he has been so kind and loving. My parents both love him and I can't imagine being with anyone else. I'm nervous as this is my first time but I know he will take care of me. He has been nothing but patient so far and even though all we have done is kiss, I know I love him and he loves me.

Whenever we are out together theres gorgeous girls throwing themselves at him as if I'm not stood right next to him. He doesn't even seem to really notice them though as he simply waves them away and pulls me close to him, constantly telling me I am the most beautiful girl in the world and he only has eyes for me.

So I know I've made the right decision to give myself entirely to him tonight.

My parents have gone away for the weekend and I've invited him over for some food and a movie. I haven't told him that my parents are gone or that I want to be with him completely tonight. I want it to be a surprise. He arrives with some flowers as I greet him at the door with a passionate kiss. He looks shocked at my brazeness but quickly responds kissing me back with matching hunger.

I pull him into the house and lead him up the stairs to my bedroom, all my plans for food and a movie first are out of the window. I need to do this now before I lose my nerve and change my mind. I turn to look at him as we enter my room and he quirks a brow at me.

" I want you to take me Marcus" he looks at me with a slightly shocked expression, he clearly wasn't expecting this. " Are you sure about this Isabella?" he asks me. I nod my head in response as I've suddenly lost the ability to speak.

He needs no more convincing as he grabs a hold of me and throws me gently on the bed. He tears my dress from my body and sits back removing his shirt as I lie there in just my black lace panties watching him. He stands up and quickly disposes of his pants and underwear and I stare with wide eyes at his already erect d**k. He climbs on top of me and his mouth finds my n****e. He sucks on it hard making me gasp in pleasure and slight pain. His hand slides up my thigh and into my panties and he rips them away. His finger jerks inside my wet folds and he moans against my n****e " So wet and ready for me" He repositioned himself so he was on top of me and without warning slams himself inside me. I Scream in pain as he crashes through my barrier and it really hurts. This is nothing like I expected. I thought we would have some foreplay and take it slow. I knew that this but would hurt as it always does the first time but this was more painful than I had imagined.

He continues to suck on my n*****s moving from one to the other and biting down on them also. He is slamming himself into me roughly and although there's some sensation of pleasure I mostly feel pain. A few tears escape my eyes and he leans down and whispers in my ear " I'm sorry Isabella, I know it hurts. It always does the first time. You have just got to try and get through it" I nod my head and bite my lip. He thrusts become even harder and more erratic until he roars and empties himself inside me. s**t. He just came inside me. What the f**k. Why didn't he put a condom on?

He rolls off me panting heavily and I ask him in a panicked voice if he just did that.

He shrugs and says he got caught up in the moment. " It will be fine. No one gets pregnant first time"

END OF FLASHBACK

Drew is just about to remove his underwear and I realise I'm still staring he doesn't seem fazed but I know I shouldn't be looking at him in that way. I am confused by the feeling in the pit of my stomach and I feel a slight dampness between my thighs. I turn away before this strange feeling takes a hold of me further. I don't know what happening to me. I've never felt this way before not even with Marcus. After Marcus had taken me that night his entire attitude towards me had changed. He was no longer the caring loving man I had fallen in love with. He became cold and distant.

In fact he didn't even bother to stay after he'd got himself dressed. He had just left me there feeling sore and scared.

In fact we barely spoke for the next few months. I had been feeling sick and my stomach had started to grow, but even though I hadn't really spoken to him for a while I still trusted Marcus when he had said I couldn't get pregnant the first time. Looking back I know how naive that makes me sound but I thought he loved me. Around four months later there was just no denying it anymore and I took a test. I had stared in horror at the two blue lines on the stick and sat there on the bathroom floor completely dumbfounded.

When I told him, I thought he would be shocked but he didn't even seem surprised, it was like he was expecting it.

He told me we would have to get married now. That was his proposal. I wasn't sure I wanted that now. Before we had s*x if he had asked me I would of jumped at the chance but now I just didn't know.

Of course when I told my parents they agreed that I had to marry Marcus it was the only thing to be done. I'd convinced myself that he was just shocked and he loved me why else would he want to marry me.

So we had got married a month later. It was a tiny wedding with just us and our parents. Not what a girl dreams of but my wishes just didn't seem to be important to anyone. We didn't even have a honeymoon or a reception.

After we married I hoped that things would get back to how they were but it was like Marcus didn't even like me anymore. He would avoid being anywhere near me and constantly put me down. Since that first time he hadn't even touched me again so I was often left wondering if I had been so bad at it he just didn't want to bother again.

I pulled from my thoughts as I hear Drew say hes ready. I turn back to face him and the look of desire swirling in his eyes is so strong.

He really does want me. Marcus never looked at me that way. Not even in the beginning when I thought he truly loved me.

I hear the door open and footsteps approach and warm hands begin to knead at my skin. I close my eyes and moan at the sensation it feels so good. I hear Drew groan and I sneak a peek in his direction. His eyes are also closed and his has a massive smile on his face. I can't help the feeling of jealousy that engulfs me when I see the woman touching him and making him moan. I secretly wish it was me touching him. I want to be the one to elicit those sounds from his body.

What is happening to me?