Chapter 21
I haven't left my bed all day, other than to pee. I've wrapped myself in my covers like a burrito. A safe, loving, wonderful burrito that would never break up with me the day after I gave up my virginity to it. Okay, that was weird, but it made me smile a little to think it out in my head. And I'd do anything to smile right now.
Torrance and I weren't official that long and had I not let him take my v-card last night, I would totally be okay with him breaking things off. Maybe I'd still be a little bummed, but not as devastated as I currently am. Part of me knows part the reason he dumped me is because of Ryder. Actually, I'm sure that had a lot to do with it. Still, you'd think he'd at least consider my feelings in the process. But no. He crushed me like a f*****g bug unde
