Chapter 9Jason was so preoccupied the next Saturday I was afraid he was getting tired of me. That happened when people were so intense about one another, I’d heard. Burnout, they called it. But I soon understood his problem—which I figured was David going off and getting married—was still eating at him. I’d never be able to stand in such a handsome man’s shoes, but I could try to provide a distraction. So I did everything I could to make those next two days good ones for him. We took a shower together, and it was a real turn-on with him down on his knees sucking me off while warm water from the spray stung my n*****s. I came so hard; he had to hold me up to keep me from collapsing. Like I said, intense. After that, I got down on my knees and licked his hard, throbbing c**k, but I hesitate