I hug myself even more, racking my both hands on my opposite forearms covered with my sweat shirt. I hate this… the weather is too perfect for my mourning. I just wanted to shut my eyes closed for the whole time remembering what happened but I am afraid I might just bump into another jerk like Matt before. It is Monday afternoon, my class just finished and it is about three. The hallways I am taking are a little noisy for some students with big mouths do not know how to tone down. I am proud of myself I did not burst into tears for the hours I spent with my professors and annoying classmates. Yesterday at Agustine, I tried going back to the funeral home despite of Rodney and Chelsey’s protests. But nada; nothing good happened. I rolled my eyes when some girls bum