I hadn’t heard from Luca in a few days and wasn’t sure if I would. I still wasn’t very well and seemed to be sleeping all the time. My dreams continued filling me with regret and self-loathing. The themes were all similar: Luca moving on with his life, surrounded by his loving family. Amelia wasn’t always there, but the result was always, me without Luca.
I was sleeping for most of the day but awake all night staring at the strange damp mark on my ceiling. Carlson had fired me for no good reason, so I couldn't even see him at work. I lost my job because I was with Luca and it looked like I was no longer with him. It was bitterly ironic. My phone buzzed, leading me to jump for it, hoping it would be Luca.
Hello dear,
Clarissa has set the interview up for tomorrow at eleven. Please don’t
