My heart kept aching every second, no matter how hard I tried to brush it off and concentrate on what Spike and Ava were discussing, it just kept aching so bad and my thoughts were running wild about Raven smiling at me and the young man I saw last night, I unexpectedly began hearing thousands of voices in my head. "Wait, wait for a second, Ava,' Spike rolled his eyes. "You mean to tell me that you want to hang out with that stupid dude." "He's not stupid, he might be a nerd but he is still cool and kind, I like him.' "Really!' Spike scoffed. "Well, it's your choice. Besides, you've been in love with him since we were kids so…" I screamed in agony. They both came running towards me frightened and held my body. Spike shook me endlessly to speak up and tell him what was going on with