My feelings were out of control. I couldn’t stop myself from feeling something for him and I hated it. I wanted to hate him. I wanted to despise him. Hell, I wanted him to hurt twice as much as he hurt me, but I couldn’t. There was something inside me that kept me from hating him. Something that kept me from wanting to break him. Anything that made Alex hurt, hurt me too and there wasn’t anything that I could do about it. It was the mate pull. Over time, it was growing stronger. Soon, it would be strong enough to hurt us both, unless he rejected me.
I regretted kissing Sebastian. I shouldn’t have allowed it to happen. I felt wrong, like a cheater. I was a cheater. I did the one thing that everyone always told me I should never do. I cheated on my mate. I didn’t deserve him, but he didn’t
