Sami’s P.O.V. You know what is f****d up? When you end up kissing the ex-boyfriend you hate with a passion. You know what’s even worse? Using your fingers on yourself that same night, because you can’t seem to get that same guy out of your f*****g head. It’s so f*****g hard to want a guy that you know you should not have in the first place. Because you have had him in the past and that only caused you pain in the end. And s**t… after seeing him ten plus years later, and already feeling this way after just sharing one teeny tiny kiss with him, it would be pure torture to be near him again in the future, let alone live in the same house as him, wondering what it might be like to kiss him again… And yet, thinking of kissing those lips again, made it unable for me to stop smiling. And so, th