So, I don't know what all the fuss relating to marriage is about. My life has pretty much been the same after marrying Carlos.
We had an intimate wedding with my parents and Sansa and Gus and a few other people who work for Carlos and obviously Oly. My parents weren't exactly thrilled but they did not pretend to bother much about my life and I was pretty cool with it.
After we went on a wonderful honeymoon, had lots of hedonistic, teeth clenching s*x. We shopped a lot for Penny and Oly.
Now, I am Six months into my married life and nothing has changed. And I am so thankful for that. Today I am out of my headspace. And I wish I wasn't. I am sometimes so lost when I am not in my headspace. Everything takes so much of effort. Using my paci, asking daddy to give me a bath, or just snuggling to Penny or daddy.
I should maybe ask daddy for the shots again? But damn they hurt...
"Hey baby girl, what are you thinking?" daddy says and pulls me up into his arms. I was sprawled across the bed, lost in my own sweet world.
"Nothing daddy. I was just thinking. Nothing specific. Just letting my mind wander." I tell him.
"Would you like to go on a dinner date tonight?" He asks me, fondling and kissing me everywhere.
"Daddy? Daddyyyyy?.."
"Yes, baby... Hmm., " he tells me not really paying any attention to my words. He is turned on. He wants to have s*x.
"Daddy!! Listen to me please!!" I shout.
"Yeah baby I am., " he tells me looking up to me, his hands slipping under my tee.
"No, you are not!" I shout.
"Daddyyyyy!!!" I try again. This time louder and this gets his attention.
"Okay okay tell me." he stops and really looks at me.
"I want to go back in my headspace again. I am bored with all the adult dates to dinners and movies. I don't like it anymore." I whine.
He hugs me and holds me tightly in his arms.
"I love you baby heart. I will call the doctor for the shots."
"No shots daddy. They hurt so much." I whine. I do not want shots.
"Okay. Okay. Let's try to help you slip into your headspace without one." he tells me and kisses me hard.
I snuggle onto him. Life is so good!