BJ's Point of View I felt so guilty when Poppy told me that I had met Kayla at the club and had s*x with her. The f****d up part about it all was that I didn't even remember her. I had s*x with many women, and if I saw them again, I wouldn't remember them. I know Poppy is upset that I had s*x with her best friend, and I feel disgusted with myself. I wish I had listened to my parents when they told me I should wait for my soulmate. Then, none of this would have happened. I was shocked that Poppy didn't make a big deal out of it even though I knew she didn't like that I f****d her best friend. She told me that she wouldn't hold it against me because it happened before I met her, and she couldn't hold something against me that happened in the past. When I told Poppy I didn't deserve her, I