on my way to find you

It’s now 2 years ago you left me. It’s hard but I‘m getting better. But my love for you is still here. the days, months, years without you getting colder. I‘m praying every day that you come to me back and say I’m sorry I just went because a family problem or I did us a perfect life or just the I love you and I’m sorry for all. I miss you I miss you so much. And I hope you miss me too. I Hofe you still alive. I hope your doing well. I hope you have enough eat, a place where you can sleep. I hope you are happy. But please stop the holidays and come back to me, I need you. I need you right now so much.I always think of the time when we were happy, when you were here by my side. when i was in your arms i felt at home i was safe you were my safe place. the only questions I asking my self for two years now are why did you left me? what happened at this morning? Are you okay? Do you still love m-do you still love me? -You didn't tell me you are going you didn't tell me you are gonna left me we had a future now is all gone. since you gone i heard your voicemail a billion times your soft voice.