Emma Alex and I arrived back at the packhouse a little after 10 and even though it was late I still didn't want the night to end. Tonight has been incredible, the best night of my life. Alex has been a gentleman and made me feel like a queen the entire time and best of all we finally kissed. It was sweet and passionate and honestly the best kiss of my life. There were no tongues involved, just our lips, and yet I wouldn't change a thing. I don't know if he took it slow because of me or if he wanted to himself, but either way, I don't care, I loved every second of it and I wouldn't complain if it happened again nor would I complain if it went further. After Jay, I didn't think I would want close contact like this with another man so soon, but when it comes to Alex I just can't help myself