Chapter-10
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Daniel
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I stare at the calm and sexy embodiment of the goddess on the other end of the bath. Mere comparison in my mind, makes me smile and laugh. I laugh loudly when I see her confused face.
"What is it?"
"Nothing," I say and smile at her.
"Stop it. " she splashes water at me palming the surface of the water in a happy fit. I smile at her glowing milky skin. Her light blackish brown hairs prevail in a perfectly sexy mess. She is really beautiful. Her countenance twinkles when she smiles. She is smiling at me right now.
Fuking sexy.
Like the awesome s*x.
I near to her. She awestruck and equally turned on looks back at me. Her smile fades away with a carnal desire. I have developed a fondness for her face gleaming with s****l needs.
"What's so funny?" She finally says.
I have virtually pulled her into me again. To answer her, I delay the urgent kiss on her lips.
"Everything, " I say.
She frowns at me.
"Everything is equally sexy too. " I add.
Her eyes squeeze and she reaches up to my hair as if to engulf me. Releasing a breath, she says, "Too bad. You are engaged. The way we are right here is terrible. "
She pulls away and looks into my eyes. Her palms cup my cheek and rub it in affection.
"It's wrong but it feels right, Daniel. Very right," she whispers leaning into me.
Our lips crash slowly restoring in the passion, devoid of guilty. We pull and push into each other, demanding the fervor, trying to satisfy ourselves but the need keeps on escalating.
It doesn't t take long for me to push myself into her for the fourth time. She cries pulling into my hair, moaning loudly. Each time I pound on her, she would meet me there. Collapsing, crying we both come again together.
I slowly lie back on the side of the bath. She slumps herself into me. Her heartbeat mounting up.
"f**k, you are amazing." I chant.
She remains quiet into my chest. After a minute she begins to make a circle in my chest.
"This would be the real first and last time we meet I guess. " she suddenly says still in the expanse of my chest.
I loosen up.
How dare she say this while lying upon me, so intimate and so personal fully claiming the comfort of my chest?
I sit up to protest but actuality hit me like a wrecking ball. I couldn't accept the fact that this is the last time I would be happy and satisfied in every way.
But why wouldn't she? It's me who is engaged. Terrible. I couldn't fight for another day and agreed to all that ugly marriage charade. Once again I am hooked. Why the f**k?!
She startled by my sudden motion looks at me in horror. I see her I am sure. And then I am not.
Well, it wouldn't be the first time I feeling like it? Or is it? Alicia was everything to me once until that. My father was everything to me until that.
Daniel, life is full of surprises. You can't be sure if is she is the one.
You are a moron.
Stop thinking like this.
Think like. She can be the one.
"You wouldn't even know me," she says.
I don't know you. Dammit, I can even tell what kind of person you are. How can she say that?
"I know you."
"What's my name, Daniel Coaster? What do I do for a living? My family. " she stares at me with painful eyes.
It's a different thing. It doesn't matter.
"I don't mean it like that. These are just facts and I am talking about who you are. That's what I am concerned about." I protest.
She looks at me blankly biting on her lips. Her mind making all the calculations fast.
"Whatever it doesn't matter anyway. You are marrying and I am no one. Just a swing of a night. One nightstand. " she stands up suddenly and almost runs out of the bathroom. I follow her in mental dissent.
"A f*****g one nightstand." She mutters taking up her clothes from the floor and begins to dress up. She is still all wet to dress but she doesn't seem to care.
I look at her for acknowledgment but she dissent turns to even glance at me. Rage overtakes me.
I mean, yes when we got to bed we thought it to be for one night. Even I expected myself to get over whatever I have been feeling. But now I know I am overcome by her.
"Alright. Let's do this. " she doesn't look at me. Maybe wearing her shoes is more critical.
"You tell me your name. Your professional life or where you live. That will start from there." I repeat what I said in my mind.
Am I insane? I just agreed to marry Alicia.
But.....Fuck it.
When I look at her again, she is starting at me.
"You don't want to know that Daniel. I am nobody. Nobody. You would never want to do anything with me after knowing all of it. Maybe we part ways and just forget all that we did. That's is better for us." She licks her lips and heads towards the door
I pull her by her wrist in aggression.
" Forget it? You are so adamant. How can you be so convinced of what I would like you to be? " I ask her.
She reminds me of my mother who is always judging people considering their background.
"You don't question that to a stranger, Daniel. "
Oh, my f*****g Jesus!
"One Nightstand? You call it one nightstand? That's what it is for you. " I shake her in rage. It's only me to wait for her in the same damned place for nothing. Of course, it is nothing but a night to her.
She looks at me in horror. But after having me for a moment, her front competes with me equally. Yanking my hand, she yells at me.
"It doesn't matter what it means to me now, does it? After all, you are the engaged man here with a different woman whose name you don't even know, fuvking her the whole night with your wedding a few days away. Well, congratulations on your achievement Mr. Coaster, you have it all. A night with me and a grand wedding ahead. You are the guy who is with one woman tonight and with another the other night. So yes, I am just a f*****g ONE NIGHT STAND. "
When her yelling stops, she takes a few calming breaths challenging me. While I am offended and strangely hurt.
Why not? I daily went to the same bar with the hope of seeing her again. And she calls it a one night stand. I try to stop the feeling but it creeps up my chest. I expect to explode if I don't tell it all to her.
She is so heartless.
"Yes, congratulations to me. Hah. Pretty right. I f**k around. And you are just another woman I f****d. Maybe you should give me your number so that I can call you whenever I need you. " I find myself matching her lows. Her eyes squeeze in anger at the offense. It somehow pleases me.
Sweet revenge that I regret.
It's was too much. "I didn't mean that. I am sorry."
" How mistaken I was? You are a f*****g spoiled rich brat who thinks you own everything. I was a fool to think you would be any different." She says in a low whisper grounding her teeth.
"How dare you? You don't even know me."
"Neither do you," she says before leaving me in my misery.
"Dammit," I yell kicking at my door.
How dare she?
"Well j was mistaken she is anything to me. Yeah right. What do I know of her?" I say.
I start to retrospect in circles. When the cycle break due to the call, I end with the fact that she is nobody who doesn't want to do anything with me and I am stupid to think like this.
I look at my iPhone. It's Alicia.
I close my eyes in sheer anger but pick it up.
"Yes."
"Hey, babe. What are you doing?" She chides.
"Alicia, what do you want?"
"We were to go shopping and dinner, remember? I am waiting."
I look at the clock. It's 9:40 in the morning.
"Wasn't it two?"
"Yes, it was. But I called at your office and you told them this morning you won't turn up today. So if you are resting I would like to be with you."
I kick my lip in agitation. I thought I would spend it with that woman. I am stupid.
"Alicia, I really can't, " I say.
"Dan, please. I need you. I want you to give me a chance. Everyone makes mistakes. " I still don't trust her. It's not that I am not ready but her voice doesn't convince me.
And someone is in my mind these days. Damn, I had s*x with that woman while I am engaged.
Suddenly, guilt transcends into me. All that time it felt great and I had no worries but now I can feel Alicia. The way I had been with her, embarrassed about what she did to me.
But wasn't I in love with Alicia truly? I was. Until she destroyed it.
So do I have the right to do this to her?
Fuck, it will feel good to look at her face when she discovers my rendezvous. She will feel what I had felt.
That's something. I am pathetic.
"Dan. You have to. We will get married soon. Please. "
"Okay. I will come to your place." I say without any hesitation this time.
"Oh..okay. I will be ready, babe. "Her excited voice approach me.
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