Sometimes, life is just unfair. There are times it gets unbelievably unfair. I wonder if you realise that so far my life has been unbelievably unfair, always. I want to sit here and weep until I die! Is that possible? There are more than a thousand student in this school, Dean picked only me to play his crazy games with! Why not Tracy? Wouldn't she love to be in my shoes? Getting Dean's attention she desires so much? I wonder how she and the rest of the girls would react if someone told them he is a crazy psycho. I burry my face between my knees and concentrate on figuring out my next move. Should I walk to class and pretend nothing happened? What if Dean attacks me again? I hear footsteps and immediately look up, not embarrassed to show my tears. There is no worst kind if shame I hav