~Aspen's pov~ Getting dressed for tonight was a real struggle. I wasn't sure what exactly I wanted to wear, and my head was still stuck deep in my thoughts. Practically wondering what to do with what Zane had told me. Obviously this is the one secret I have to keep from Rylan. I do not think he needs to know this especially when it's my issue to deal with. Zane wants me to fight, which means that I have to open up first to show Rylan that it is safe for him to do the same. The sounds a lot tougher than it seems. But tonight I'm trying to clear my head. This is my first date. Let me elaborate, Caesar and I dated but he never actually asked me out on a date. He just said he liked me, and we started spending time together. He said I was his girl like once or twice. It wasn't until I was