Gillian’s POV
For 24 years of my entire life, I have lived pleasing my family I was forced to study a business course even though my passion had always been to do drama and arts. I have never enjoyed having a family because I am always treated as an outcast.
Maybe they are not my parents? Maybe they adopted me? Of course not! I am their biological child, I am the mirror reflection of my mother. Why don’t they love me? That I do not know, maybe they do love me but I imagine things, anyway forgive me I forgot to introduce myself. My name is Gillian Jenkins but please you can call me Gill most of my friends call me that. I am the third born of the Jenkins family. I have an older brother, sister and a young sister. You will get to meet them soon don’t worry.
“Gillian!” I heard a loud bang on my door and shouting at my door. Oh that must be my sister being dramatic again, I decided to ignore on an act like I couldn’t hear her
“Gillian Open the f*****g door!” she yelled again banging on my door. I wondered what she wanted this time of the day, I thought she had gone out.
“Gillian open the door!” she continued banging on the door, getting irritated I stood up from my bed going to open the door for her. As soon as the door swung open I felt a huge sting on my left cheek, I looked down fighting back my tears.
“What did you do to my dress?” She yelled at me showing it to my face
“I don't know what you are talking about!” I responded without looking at her, she hated if I looked at her. So whenever she’s talking my face is to be cast down.
“You little brat!” She slapped me again, “How can you not know when you are the one who was jealous when father got it for me?” She yelled at me she always thought I want to take away her everything from her.
“I want you to fix right now if you don't you will be dealing with me,” She said throwing the dress on my face and walking away from my door. I swallowed hard and when I looked up I saw my young sister watching from a distance, I fought back my tears and went inside my room. I didn't know what to with her dress. I threw it on the bed as I brushed back my hair.
I grabbed my sling bag and made my way out of my room if at this time of the day my sister had started with her stupid attitude I knew definitely my day was not going to end well. I reached by the stairs and found my brother walking in, I didn't greet him a bit just walked past him going to the car park. I reached near my car and found my tyres they were tempered with. I groaned in frustration as I looked at what had happened to my car. I knew this had Ariel’s doing but there was nothing I could do about it her being my parents' favorite child. I just held on to my bag and made my way to the gate, and I knew where to find a taxi was, well it a good walkable distance.
I plugged in my headsets, making my way to the road before I turned going to the main road, it took me time before I found the station. I sat there waiting when I saw a car stopped parking where I was. I held on to my bag knowing full well what will happen to me when I refuse to get in.
I shrugged my shoulders before making my way to the front passenger seat, opening the door and got in. “Where do you think you are going?” My mother asked me as soon as I got in. I looked at the driver and dad before I could
“I wanted to get some sanitary things” I replied just to make them uncomfortable even though that’s not why I had left home, my dad cleared his throat and I knew I was not supposed to say anything more than that.
“Why didn't you ask Agatha to do it for you?” My mother went on asking, “She had something to do for Ariel” I responded, I knew she won't agree once I mention her favourite daughter
“Okay! Don't be late!” She said to me and I dragged myself out of the car before she changed her mind. I saw them drive off.
That’s the kind of life I live, my father does not talk to me or at least even look at me and my mother? She can't even smile at me, the only children she loves so much is Ariel and Taylor.
The taxi finally came and I got on going to the only place I knew I would be welcomed and felt loved. I arrived at the place giving the driver a $20 note and got off going inside.
I opened the door to the apartment and walked in, being a Saturday I knew that I would find him, “Baby?” I shouted as I arrived looking for him, Dylan and I have been together since high school and soon we will be clocking 7 years together
“Am here!” he shouted his voice coming from the bedroom, I followed him wondering what he would be up to. I walked in and found him trying to get dressed.
“Hey, why didn't you say you were coming over?” He asked me as I briefly kissed him
“I just decided to pop by! Going somewhere?” I asked him as I sat down on the bed, waiting for him to finish doing what he was doing
“Sort of… Did something happen again?” He asked me and I just looked down not sure what to tell him
“Well you know the usual,” I said to him and he came to sit next to me as I dropped my head
“Want to talk about it?” He asked me and I shook my head, he pulled me in an embrace as I sniffed his cologne.
He brought his lips to me and started to kiss me gently, he pulled off my jersey went on kissing me. Before I knew it I was moaning his name loudly, my fingers digging in his back. He knew how to make me feel when I was down, Just some good s*x was enough for me. I felt him c*m and he fell to the side as we both looked up trying to catch our breaths.
“How are you feeling?” He asked me as I took a deep breath turning to him
“I feel much better, Are you going out with friends?” I asked him and he nodded his head, “Let me not keep you for long!” I said to him wanting to get out of bed but he stopped me
“Stay awhile, they surely can wait for me an hour or so,” He said to me pulling me in his arms again. I knew how much he loved his friends so never wanted to keep him away
“Are you sure that’s fine? I don't want to keep you long here” I said to him and he chuckled looking at me. “You know there’s nothing that I love more than being with you!” he said to me kissing my lips, “I just want more of you!” He whispered to me as he started running his fingers on my body again.
“Really? Here am I!” I said to him getting on top of him as I started to kiss him again, he grabbed my ass as I kissed him really hard.
At this moment, I didn't care about what was happening around me, all I wanted was just to be with him