Chapter Five...Controlling Their s****l Feelings

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*Sarah Pov* Ugh... she could not believe Jake. She had poured her heart out and then some. Not to mention she was like a horny b***h every time he came near. What the Hell was wrong with her? She has never acted that way before just with the touch of a man. She knows that Jake told her it was because of this mate bond that he described, but she felt like there was more to it than that. Why was he being so bipolar? God.... what have I got myself into. I didn't lie to him about the mailroom, but I also didn't mention that I got hired under another name. How could he act like a jackass and then basically lust over her within a few minutes of each other? She was confused and hurt. Once she had basically yelled and told him what to do, she had slammed the door and stomped all the way to the elevators. She needed to go to the mailroom and explain everything before Jake ruined her cover. He already mentioned her real name. She hadn't been called her real name in over a year. Hopefully, this doesn't get back to HIM. She just shuddered at the thought. Once she got to the mailroom she saw George. He came over when he saw her. "Emily!! I was wondering what had happened to you. You are never late, dear." George patted her shoulder. "I'm fine George, but uh.... I am actually coming to you first before that brute of a CEO does everything wrong," she calmly stated, but suddenly noticed that his eyes glazed over. Oh, Crap. George was a werewolf too?? She saw how he instantly started shaking and suddenly he looked at her with sweat running down his forehead. "Jake just mind-linked you didn't he? Dammit. He beat me to the punch. I am sorry so George, I wanted to do this right." she said sadly. "I-it's o-okay Luna. I will make sure your move to the top floor is done right. I will take my leave." George bowed and showed his neck to her almost as if in surrender or something. What the Hell??? Before she could say another word, she turned to leave when she saw Jake standing by the door. He didn't look too happy and was glaring at her. She just put her chin up and walked past him. "Sarah.... dammit will you wait a minute. I am trying to talk to you," he growled loudly. She just ignored him and went straight to the elevator and pushed the button. She didn't acknowledge him at first, but she felt him close to her. She felt his breath on her ear. "Stop running from me," he growled softly. He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her back to him. She could feel everything. He placed his head on her shoulder and let out a sigh. "Look, I know I f****d up, upstairs. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have blown everything up as I did. Can you please talk to me? Look at me, sweetheart. Please." She heard Jake and he sounded defeated. She turned herself around and held him tight. She put her head on his chest and reveled in his smell and his presence. "I should have said something too. I am just afraid of using my real name. Maybe you could call me Emily when we are in public and Sarah when we are you know... (cough).. alone." she asked shyly. Jake nodded his head as if he was in agreement. He took her hand and she followed him inside the elevator. She watched the numbers of the elevator going back up. She wasn't really sure what to do. She was still mad, but for some reason, just having Jake near her made her feel not so mad. Probably that mate bond he was talking about. She still couldn't believe he was a freaking werewolf. All her life she just thought these creatures were mythical. She wondered if all the creatures in folklore were real. Now that would be scary. She felt herself shiver. "Are you cold sweetheart?" She heard Jake ask her. She nodded slowly and instinctively wrapped her arms around herself. Jake took his suit jacket off and wrapped it around her shoulders. "Baby, we really need to talk more. Please, I just want to protect you. Now that you are back in my life, I am never letting you go again. I promise to do whatever it takes." Jake told her softly. He cupped her face and without even realizing it, she leaned into his touch. She loved feeling those sparks. She sighed softly. She really didn't want to move out of her apartment. It was hers. She did it all by herself. She was proud of herself, but she also wanted to be near Jake. Hmmm.. what to do... what to do? She felt Jake nudge her and she looked up into his beautiful hazel eyes. She simply nodded her head and followed him out. They were heading outside the company and there was a black and silver Expedition. It was so nice. A man was waiting by the SUV. Jake nodded at him and he nodded back briskly. He headed to the driver's door. Jake opened the door for me and I climbed inside. Jake followed behind me. Before I could even get my safety belt on Jake scooped me up and placed me back in his lap. "Ugh... You know I can sit down on the chair, right? What is your problem anyways?" I said grumbling. Don't get me wrong there was a time and place for this and this definitely was not the time. I tried to move only to have Lennox growl at me. I saw Jake's obsidian eyes. "Don't even think about it, Mate. I like you here. This is where you belong, in my arms. I am sure I can find some way or another to convince you. You're my mate. You belong with me. Always." She felt Lennox slowly start kissing her shoulder and then he moved down to her collarbone, then to that sweet spot. He started kissing and nipping softly. She felt him sucking that spot. She instantly felt her panties soaking wet. She was moaning softly. God, what was coming over her? She felt herself grinding in his lap. What. In.The. Actual. Hell? Calm down, woman. She heard Lennox growl while gritting his teeth. "I can smell your arousal mate and you smell f*****g amazing. I can't wait to claim you and feel that sweet p***y around my c**k. God, I want you so bad." She felt her face blush a dark shade of red. Oh My God! She was about to say something when his lips were suddenly on hers. It was forceful, yet he took his time. He nibbled on her lip and she gasped. He took that opportunity to stick his tongue in her mouth. He was tasting her and kissing her deeply. She felt herself losing all control. Suddenly Lennox pulled away and she was gasping for much-needed air. She saw that his eyes were hazel again. Jake was visibly shaking and gritting his teeth. She gave a small smile. Lennox was fighting for control and Jake didn't want to give it. Before she could say anything Jake slammed his mouth back on hers, but he took it slower and was more sensual. He was seeking approval for entrance to her mouth, which she gladly gave. He was kissing her deeply and she felt almost like she was drugged. His kisses were so addictive. She started to grind again. "Sweetheart, as much as it pains me to say this, I really need you to stop moving. Otherwise, I am going to lose control and f**k you right here with no shame. I really don't care who sees." Jake said with such fierceness. Once again she was as red as a damn tomato. "I really need to tell you some things before we mate with each other. Things you will need to prepare yourself for. It is hard to control myself or Lennox, but I have to let you know everything before we go all the way." She could tell it pained Jake to say this, but maybe he was right. "O-okay Jake," she whispered. She was so flustered at the moment. She really needed to change her panties. *Jake's POV* F**K. His little minx. She was f*****g amazing. She was like a flower starting to bloom. She responded so well to his touch. God his c**k was straining in his pants. He wanted so badly to claim her and feel her p***y around his length. He knew she was aroused. He could smell it and she smelled so delicious. He told the driver to take them to the packhouse. He really needed to take care of a few things before he talked with her, but he was not letting her out of his sight. He had to keep her close. He felt all his walls slowly crumbling. Years and years of building and just a few touches and kisses, not to mention her smell and he felt defenseless. She was everything to him. After hearing her explanation, he felt a fierce wave of possessiveness that set him on fire. He needed to let her know that once he marked her and mated him, she would be Luna of his pack. She would be his equal in every way. She would help him run his pack. He knew it was unheard of these days, but he really wanted a blood ritual that would make their bond unbreakable by completing a blood bond. He truly and wholeheartedly wanted to be connected to her. He would have to bite himself on his arm and have her drink a small amount of his blood and then she would have to accept the bond. He wasn't sure how she would feel about any of this. "Do not underestimate our mate, Jake. Once she fully accepts us, she will want to complete all bonds with us. She has had a hard life, Jake. We just have to prove to her that we are worth everything she walked away from years ago. Even though we know she never wanted to, that other werewolf tried to destroy her and break her. She is strong though Jake. I can feel it. She has something Jake, I just can't pinpoint it. She was destined to be our Luna and mate." "You're right Lennox. We need to talk to her. Once I finish with all my pack business. We have a council meeting with some Alphas from several different states coming in a week. We need to sort out territory issues and make sure there are no rogue issues. We need to sort out everything from the last year that I was gone. I need to announce my return and give my Beta Corey back his title. We need to make sure everything is perfect when these Alphas come. From what I have been told Alpha John Turner will be coming and he is a perfectionist. His cousin is the Alpha King, so we really need to make sure everything runs smoothly." Lennox just nodded with agreement and disappeared to the back of my mind. This week is going to be a week of stress. I can just feel it. Especially with Alpha Turner. He is a real jackass. He thinks that he is above and beyond everyone just because his cousin is King. I had met him a few times over the years and I could not stand him. He had heard horrible things about his pack. He just wanted this week to be over with. I watched Sarah closely, she was trying really hard to stay awake. She doesn't look like she sleeps a lot. Must be the nightmares she was talking about. She was curled in my lap and laying her head on my chest. She had her hand fisted in my shirt. I was playing with her hair and placing soft kisses on her forehead and cheek. I heard her breathing even out and realized she fell asleep. Good. She needed it. The drive to my pack was at least an hour and a half away from the city. At least half of my pack worked at my company. I wanted to provide for them and they wanted to do their part for the pack. To me the pack was everything. Course today added to my list. Now my sweet Sarah, my mate, and my pack are everything. I just sit and watch her sleep. She looks so peaceful. She snuggles into my embrace and I see a small smile appear on her face. I hope she is dreaming of me. I chuckled softly. This woman is going to be the death of me. I know that once everyone finds out I found my mate, they will be ecstatic. Others will be not so much. I am not a virgin. I have had my flings, but that is just what they were, flings. I never showed emotions or even responded to their attempts. I just scratched an itch and was done. I know it sounds like I am a total jerk. Maybe I was. I just didn't care at the time. I had a cold heart and didn't want to fix it. I didn't want a relationship. I just wanted one person and at the time she didn't want me. Now that I have her. I'll be damned if she runs away again.
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