*Sarah POV*
Sarah actually started laughing so loud and hysterical that she started crying. She was doubled over and holding her stomach gasping for air. Before she knew what was going on she was shoved against the wall and Jake was all over her, kissing her so deeply, she felt completely intoxicated with his sweet kisses. She automatically wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him closer. She felt sparks and her whole body lit up. What was this feeling? She needed more. God he tasted so good, why was she laughing again. She couldn't remember anything except this delicious mouth. He teased her mouth with his tongue, he wanted full access to her mouth. She sighed happily. He started trailing light kisses down her neck all the way to her collarbone. She moaned when his lips got to the crook of her neck. It felt exquisite and unknowingly she tilted her head to the side to give him more access. He moaned and started sucking and nipping at her sweet spot on her neck. "God, Sarah, you have no idea how much I want to mark you and let the whole damn world know you are mine. You were made just for me Sarah. You fit just perfectly against my body. I wanted to tell you back when we were younger what I was, but I got scared. Then you ended up leaving me and it destroyed my whole world. I was lost without you," Jake confessed with such fierceness. She dropped her chin and started crying. The tears were streaming down her face. "I... I... oh god. This is so hard. I am so scared. I don't know what to do anymore Jake. That was the worst day in my whole f*****g life. My heart felt like I ripped it out of my chest and stomped all over it. I never meant to hurt you Jake. I was trying to protect you. John is a very powerful and dangerous person in his world. Hell, I should know, I had to live it every day. I have scars all over my body. He forced himself all the time, just to hurt me. He would chain me to the walls, just to show me how he owned me." Sarah was trembling. Jake growled furiously. "I will kill that son of a bitch." Sarah shook her head. "No Jake, he will kill you. He will do whatever it takes to get me. I escaped Jake, he will never stop. I'm.... I'm..... still his........... wife." Sarah stuttered out with so much pain and fear.
Jake just shook his head, "Lennox and I will never let him get you ever again." Sarah tilted her head to the side confused. "Lennox? Who is he?" She watched as Jake looked conflicted on what he was going to say. "Sarah, I told you, I.... I am a werewolf. Lennox is my wolf's name. He is desperately trying to take control of me at this moment, because he wants to meet you, but we also don't want to scare you either. He would never hurt you, I promise you with everything I am. We love you so much. We just want to take care of you and protect you." Jake said slowly, "Would you be okay with meeting him. We are trying to ask first, because trust me, it is not something we are used to. I am an Alpha. We are very dominating and at times possessive, but mostly with our mate. Only because it is our place to provide for you, protect you, and love you. I don't know how much more I can hold him back." Sarah watched as Jake was visibly shaking and trying to fight with this so called Lennox. She really didn't believe a word he was saying, but she felt that she should at least give him a chance, since she left him without an explanation. She nodded her head at Jake. "Ok, Jake.... I will meet Lennox, if that's what you want." She watched as Jake visibly calmed. Jake walked over to her and she watched his eyes turn completely black. "Hello, Mate. I am Lennox. I wanted to talk with you before I reveal my true self. We have waited so long for you to come. Jake fights me all the time. He is still really hurt about that day. We had so much we wanted to do and plan with you. Most of all pups. We wanted a family, but now Jake has put a wall up and only you can destroy that wall. Please don't hurt us or leave us again, mate." Lennox said sadly. She watched as Jake started taking his clothes off and within a few seconds there was a huge beautiful black and white wolf in front of her. She gasped softly. She knew that she should be afraid but she wasn't. She actually felt safe. She felt this warmth whenever Jake or Lennox came close. She didn't really think anything of it at the time though. Lennox whimpered softly at her and lowered his head. He nudged her shoulders softly. She lifted her hands and slowly started petting his fur. It was so soft. She heard Lennox literally purr with satisfaction. "You like that don't you?" she giggled softly. Lennox nodded his head and was panting softly with his tongue out. She was admiring the or should she say her wolf in front of her. She just chuckled at that. He had soft fur, his body was huge, his eyes were as black as obsidian.
Sarah's eyes suddenly popped out with fear and she let out a gasp. Lennox was suddenly on alert and within seconds Jake was standing in front of her. "What's wrong bab.... I mean Sarah? Did we scare you? You look so pale." Jake had slightly shook his head. She heard what he was going to call her and it tugged at her heart. She had heard him call her sweetheart earlier, but truthfully she didn't think he realized what he had said. She wanted Jake, but he was still hurt. "John..... I think he is a werewolf." Sarah said shocked. Jake growled lowly with that name being mentioned. "Why do you think that Sarah?" Jake asked curiously. Sarah looked at Jake carefully and sucked in air that she didn't realize she needed. "The eyes Jake... his eyes were black as night, any time he was mad or even when he ummm.... you know wanted something else." Sarah said carefully knowing it would make Jake and Lennox mad. She saw Jake instantly start shaking with so much anger. She didn't really know how to make him calm down, so she did the only thing that she could think of. She ran over to Jake and threw her arms around his neck. He instantly stopped shaking and wrapped his arms around her body. He moved his face to the crook of her neck and breathed in deeply. She had been whispering sweet words to him softly trying to help. "Mmmmm you smell you good my love." Jake's voice came out raspy. She felt him suddenly release her and walk away slowly. He looked like a dog just got caught doing something wrong. Sarah knew exactly what was wrong. It was because he said my love.
Sarah sighed softly and went to sit on the couch. She patted the cushion next to her for Jake to come sit down. He looked hesitant, but she watched as his eyes instantly turned black and watched how Lennox took control and sat on the cushion. Only problem was, he lifted her up swiftly and set her in his lap. With out even thinking she curled up on his chest and took a deep breath and she calmed as well. "Lennox. I really want to talk to both of you. I want to settle this, what is going on between us." She said conflicted. Lennox just nodded and she saw his eyes slowly change, but just a little. She could tell that Lennox was still there. She didn't know how, but she could feel it. "Jake.... listen." She could feel he was a little tense. "I was scared and heartbroken. In my mind I was protecting you. I wanted to have a future with you. I was just turning eighteeen, I had so many hopes and dreams that I wanted to have with you, but it was all destroyed that day." Sarah could remember like it was yesterday. "Please, Sarah, tell me everything. I want to understand and get through this with you by my side. I need you Sarah." Jake was visibly shaken and upset. She watched how he held her close to him and just kept his face in the crook of her neck and breathing deeply. She felt him relaxing, but she knew he was still on edge. "Ok... Jake, I will tell you then." She took a deep breath and recalled that fateful day.