ALEX Today, I have to go to a meeting at Williams CORP. I'm meeting Sebastian, the Evans, and Aithana. It's been a little over three weeks since I last saw her in her office, and I feel a little anxious. Maybe it would have been best if I sent my cousin, but that's not me. I'm the person who shows his face in the face of adversity, without hiding. It's the way I give them closure. Sooner or later, I'll have to see her. Let it be early then. Besides the fact that I want to see her and not out of longing, there's something that has changed in me, and I don't know how to decipher it. My thoughts have stopped going to her, and strangely enough, they've started to lean towards the woman who comes in my dreams, and it's f*****g frustrating not being able to see her face. I feel the urgent need