insatiable

love brought me here and love drove me away. 4 years ago…“ what do you mean…..it’s over…Why you are leaving the conversations..? dash answer me, please. Dash! I was yelling at him who had just informed me that he is kicking me out.“ I don’t know krati and I don’t care I just want you out of my car”. You can't be serious after everything we’ve been through and now he’s kicking me out. I kept asking the questions to him. Why are you doing this to us? And of course, it was very easy to reply …krati I don’t love you now. look at you! who’s going to love you? Your just waste of space kiki. I m tired of taking care of you and wiping your ass for you. You are nothing but a burden to me. You should have died of overdose sleeping pills.he just threw me out of his car like garbage. I was feeling like shit.it took another couple of month to understand what I exactly mean myself. I can my nerves, I can feel inside me, my inner soul was saying stand up and show up for yourself. I need not answer everything today. I started fighting for myself because this path was long and alone. from vacant roads to my house I discovered myself . " the insatiable me....!3 years later ... as I always say.... love brought me here love drove me away...in these years, I have seen myself growing every moment. after falls I stood up from things and somehow manage to survive. this is new me. "confident, smart, adorable, amiable, popular, holding my business fashion blogger and yes, of course, the born politician." I don't know I just completely transformed or in fragments. I crumple up another piece of paper and throw a pencil onto my desk, clutching at my head, wishing this horrible visions would go away. I don't know something strange has happened in the last few days. life is normal except for these abnormal visions.