ARIEL
I felt so sad about the turnabout of today. I thought Ken was going to maybe beg or feel remorseful about what he did but instead I found out that he has just been using me. I felt so sad and alone. When we were in the car and Alan tried to talk to me, I didn’t feel like talking although I knew that he was worried about me, I could see it in his eyes. I just wanted to rest my bed and cry myself to sleep.
After my bathe and Alan wasn’t in bed yet, I cried and cried. I cried because of my naivety and that I easily trust people. I’m not going to be that person again, the person that people think can be used as a pushover. I’m going to make sure that Ken and my family pay for the hurt that they have caused me and I know the perfect person to help me. Who is none other than my husband.
